Monday, July 28, 2008 ' 4:12 AM Y
REALITY IS NOT AS AWFUL AS YOU THINK ♥
before i start my entry` i have to`
THANKS GAOLAO for the disney land cookies ! =)
well` seriously i dont know why last time i can stuck`
infront the computer the WHOLE day for doing nothing and`
during that time` i havent even started watching anime online !
as for now` I CANT ?! i cant even stuck infront the
computer more than 8 hours ! and 30 minutes later` i feel BORED !
even if im watching anime` i will still feel bored after 5 or 6 episode`
but well`the only way for me to stuck infront the computer is`ANIME !
and of course those f-projects work ! =/
ridiculous is the only word to describe the past time ?! ohwell` im having school in few hours time`
and yet` im still awake ! >:/
this semester` my attendance has gone to worse ! =(
self-dismiss is the reason for having bad attendance ! =X
OHMY` i must kick off this bad habit !
if not` im unable to take the exams again ! LOL`
i must IMPROVE my attendance` so` no more self-dismiss ! =/
alright` i should end my entry here` i need a rest by watching ANIME !
project project project is making me mad`
so its time to take a break ! =)
goodbye !
Friday, July 25, 2008 ' 2:51 PM Y
REALITY IS NOT AS AWFUL AS YOU THINK ♥
when i was on the way back home`
a group of indians students from AVI board the bus`
im not trying to be racist over here`but well there's no offence`
i felt that they were making fun of themselves` or should
i say they are clown ? they behaved in a way that it makes
me felt like they are just a group of clown ! gosh`
anyway`FYI` im racist ! =)
seriously speaking` i dont have the feeling to go for training anymore`
everything changed in sucha way that -dotdotdot- `
yes` its no longer the same anymore`
i stayed all because of GL and of course SOME friends`
-the reasons why i still choose to stay now-
so for now onwards` after training i will get back home straight ! =)
i think its much better for me to be like this too` =)
and im okay if there's no people come and talk to me` im fine with it` =))
to me` being alone is nothing since i had already get used to it ` =P
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 ' 5:03 PM Y
REALITY IS NOT AS AWFUL AS YOU THINK ♥
i finally decided to delete blogs which are`
private blogs and
long-time-didnt-update blogs`
cause i found it USELESS if you set your blog to private`
and dint invite me` so how am i going to read your blog ?!
as for the
long-time-didnt-update blogs` i think its the same`
you dint update your blog since 123456789 months`
then how am i going to know your daily life or should i say`
how am i going to know` nowadays how/where have you been ?!
well` its totally ridiculous to me` thank you !
attended school until 1pm today`home sweet home`
had nap for awhile and here i am ! =)
going to stay at home the whole day because`
im tired and lazy after i woke up from my nap just now` =/
and of course` nobody date me out ! LOL
so`im going to play the sims 2 -freetime to kill my boredom ! =D
alright` im going to end my entry here`
its time for me to kill my boredom ! =))
byebye`
Sunday, July 20, 2008 ' 9:11 PM Y
REALITY IS NOT AS AWFUL AS YOU THINK ♥
school school school`study study study`
project project project` play play play`
and im here to add another thing to my daily life`
which is` WORK WORK WORK ! =(
im going to start working tomorrow ! =/
im working with jasmine`but she's not working tomorrow ! =(
well` i think its going to be super boring` HAHAA
seriously speaking` im still feel being lifeless now`
maybe im lifeless as ever ! LOL
so goodbye !
BITCH` im sorry !
sometimes i feel that` im not needed for anyone of my friends`
i failed in many many ways` yes` i did ! and i did it horrible !
i failed being as a friend` i failed whatever things i did or
even before i do anything` sighs !
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 ' 10:38 PM Y
REALITY IS NOT AS AWFUL AS YOU THINK ♥
BITCH -kailin` HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO YOU !best wishes from me ! =)wellwellwell` i didnt attend school today !
the reason behind is because` im sick ! =(
im down with fever and cough again ! =((
doesnt have much feeling to life nowadays`
and im totally no-life now !
how sickening` =/how i wish time could go faster than usual`so that`
i wont be thinking too much on certain things and
feeling stressful ! well`it will never ever happen`
so`huang yuqing` JUST DREAM ON ! hahaa
erms` i dont know how to continue with my entry now`
because`like i mentioned` im lifeless nowadays ! LOL`
so when im having much life` i will update again ! =)
goodbye !
friends forever`=)
Saturday, July 12, 2008 ' 7:37 AM Y
REALITY IS NOT AS AWFUL AS YOU THINK ♥
finally its saturday and i still woke up early in the morning ! =(
well` after sooo many days`
i finally can get to see JINHUI later ! =)
school is totally @#$%^&*($% because`
the teacher who is teaching us basic of personal finance is @#$%^ !
i totally cant UNDERSTAND what he's trying to teach !
i cant even HEAR what he's trying to say !
and im having sucha feeling that
my-bpf- sure-gone-case ! =/
received project on the 4th day of school ! -.-' ` ohwell`
im going to be hell busy with school work and stuff for this semester ! =(
well` yesterday went for interview ! =)
i hope she will give me a call ! =)
accompanied jasmine to find work after that`
walked around plaza sing with my uniform` and people at there gave me
a feeling that
they-looked-down-on-ite-students ! hey people`
so whats wrong with ITE ?! if its bothering you` then fuckoff !
stop having the looks which you are looked down on ite students !
well` i apologise if i said something harsh`but
im really feeling irritated towards it !
alright` lets change subject/topic` =)
recently` i found a new anime which is 结界师 !
its quite nice i can say but the boy is quite childish` -.-'
ohwell` thats why it called anime ! ahahhaas`
okay` im going to end my entry here !
im going to have my breakfast now ! =)
so goodbye`
Thursday, July 10, 2008 ' 6:47 AM Y
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im here to have a short entry again before`
i get prepared for school later on` =)
well` school is totally boring if michelle and kailing is not around`
we have been joking since school started` and of course`
self dismiss from school too ! =X
ohwell` tomorrow after my school` im going over to macperson for
interview at zara ! good luck to myself ! =/
alright` im going to have my breakfast now !
so`goodbye !
*maggie` here i come ! =)i dont know whats wrong with me nowdays`
i have been acting the way i shouldnt be !
im having sooo muchh problems which i dont understand why`
it makes me feel like` i will die at anytime` -.-'
ohwell` am i getting crazier ?!
just leave me alone when i feel like being alone ! thank you`
Monday, July 07, 2008 ' 11:57 PM Y
REALITY IS NOT AS AWFUL AS YOU THINK ♥
ohwell` school started ! =(
and its starting 9am everyday now ! =))
got to learn new subjects` like business event organisation etc`
today went to school for 30 minutes`and went back home !
because its the first day of school for this semester`means`
teachers wont be teaching anything as there's no books ! =/
took cab home with kailing and the taxi driver drove one big round !
how sickening can it be ! fuck`
alright` yesterday went sentosa with jasmine and my sister ! =)
words cant describe the feeling i was having`
but i really enjoyed the fun` =)
i will let the pictures do the talking but not now`
because im lazy`i will upload some other time` =)
well` nothing more to continue` so`
goodbye ! =)
Saturday, July 05, 2008 ' 1:55 PM Y
REALITY IS NOT AS AWFUL AS YOU THINK ♥
im here to have a short entry before i get myself
prepared for training later on` =)
well` my holiday is coming to the end ` =(
starting school on this coming monday` =(
im having
dont-feel-like-going-to-school-but-want-to-see-my-friend mood !
ohwell` lets dont talk about it` hahahaa~
CHLOE AND WAYNE IS AT MY HOUSE NOW !
ohmy` they are still cute as ever ! LOL` but i still cant stand the noise they are making now together with my sister and caleb`
i really hate noisy environment ! or should i say`
i really hate noisy places ? well` i think its the same`
it doesnt really make any different` HAHA
ohwell` i think i got nothing more to continue` so goodbye ! =)






Friday, July 04, 2008 ' 8:21 PM Y
REALITY IS NOT AS AWFUL AS YOU THINK ♥
well` im really lazy to update`
didnt attend friendly match against RP today`
because i need to take care of my nephew and sister as
both my parents are out` =/
im feeling so irritating by the noise they are making NOW !
keep on shouting here and there like nobody business`-.-'
ohwell` i couldnt stand it anymore !!
if time could turn back` i wish i could turn it into a better one`
and I MISS PLAYING STREET BALL ! sighs`
Tuesday, July 01, 2008 ' 11:16 PM Y
REALITY IS NOT AS AWFUL AS YOU THINK ♥
JINHUI` HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU ! SUNDAY- stayed at home the whole day`
- played the sims 2 freetime and watched naruto to spend my day`=)
YESTERDAY- woke up at 7.30am plus`
i only had 1 hour plus of sleep ! =(
- went to meet kailin at my house downstairs
- headed off to suntec city as kailin need to go for interview`
- next` we headed off to physiotherapy department at SGH`
- waited 30minutes for her to finish the therapy for knee`=/
- had lunch at there because we were both hungry ! =P
- headed to town next` to get jinhui's birthday present and stuff !
- home sweet home ! =)
- around 11pm plus to midnight` kailin came over to my house`
- to finish her "last minute" things` HAHAHHA~
- and well` i went to sleep first ! LOL ! =X
TODAY- open the door early in the morning for kailin`
- she was late to meet up with jinhui as she was sending her to school !
- went back to sleep until 2pm plus`
- went to meet kailin at panjang lrt station`
- and i waited for her for 15 MINUTES ! =/
- went to buy the cake and walked back to my house`-.-'
- next` kailin continued to do her stuff while im watching naruto`=P
- off she went to meet jinhui around 5pm plus`
- so` i went to play the sims 2 freetime ! hahahaha~
- youse came to my house as we planned alot of thing to bluff jinhui ! =X
- around 9pm` off we went to jinhui's house downstairs` =)
- put the candles on the cake and stuff and we gave her a surprise !
- played around and bluff-ed her something` and she believed !
- and when we told her the truth` she dont even believe it ` =/
- well` she's too naive ! hahaha !
- went off at around 10pm plus` since youse and jinhui is having school`
- waited for kailin at my house downstairs`chatted awhile`and home sweet home ! =)
ohwell` there's nothing for me to continue updating`
so`im going to continue watching naruto ! =D
i will upload photos once i got it from jinhui` =)
goodbye` =)