YESTERDAY- went to meet kailin at cck`
- had lunch and kailin accompany her brother to see doctor nearby`
- meet up with szeyee and jinhui`
- but szeyee alighted at clementi to wait for yuna`
- me/jinhui/kailin were the earliest to reach kmrt !
- went to do shooting while waiting for the rest`
- changed and started warm up when everyone was ready`
- game started and blahblahblah`lost by 18points !
- went over to void deck to debrief and at the same time doing punishment`
- after debrief slacked awhile outside kcc`
- walked over to "nearby" coffeeshop to have our dinner`
- home sweet home with the rest`

ohwell` im going to meet up with jiaqian they all at queensway at 2.45pm`
after that`we are going to kmrt to watch U16s match against jurong west`
their match started at 5.30pm ! CHEW ZIQUN JIAYOU ! =D

im feeling irritated towards my life now` which i dont know why !
whenever im upset or unhappy why must i act as if its nothing ?
well` what a sickening life i have ! im really sick and tired of it !
all the things i wished its all becoming ... -words that couldnt describe-`
i dont dare to wish for anthing anymore`
i have been feeling terrible for the past few days`
i really wish to be alone` i have not be myself for days`
i couldnt find back the old me` well` people do change` but i want back
the old time ! which its really impossible` so` forget it`because sometimes
i perfer the life im having now than last time` alright im weird`

maybe i dont suit to be a basketballer like you said`
its not i dont want to listen to you` i know its my fault for
doing such passes but i really dont have the strength to do chest pass`
i will be even more lousier than the pass i did` but well`
what can i say ? nothing but just train`