Thursday, June 19, 2008 ' 12:59 PM Y
REALITY IS NOT AS AWFUL AS YOU THINK ♥
ohwell` i stayed up the whole night again !
the reason behind is because yesterday i woke up at 12am !
i slept through the whole day ! =X
well` i mentioned this in my previous entry before`which was`
im treating night as morning` morning as night`
so`i must really kick off this habit before school reopen ! =/
for the past few days` i dont know why i dont feel like talking to
anyone in msn and i have been staying at home for 4 days`
REASONS ?
firstly- im lazy + tired
secondly- nobody ask me out
thirdly- cashless
and within these 4 days i spent at home`
i dint receive any phone calls or any messages` how great isnt ?!
this show how good my popularity is` HAHA !
well` it has an advantage too`which is` my bill wont burst again ! =))
somehow` i felt lonely but i think that this feeling is good`=X
because`you dont need to care what are your friend doing`
you dont need to take all the blames whereas its not your fault`
sometimes-you dont need to find topic to talk`
you dont need to worry this and that` and whats going to happen`
you dont need to find clothes or lack of clothes to wear`
you can stay at home and do whatever things you want`
you can sleep whenever you want too` =D
all these was how i felt when im alone`=)
not to forget`stackers is having gathering on this coming saturday !
im so looking foward ! i cant wait to see everyone`
and its been such a long time since we last went out`
its going to be hell lots of fun` and there's pictures for me to upload ! =)
well` its kbox again` its just that the venue changed to cineleisure`
and i thought gaolao will come out with new idea` hahahas`
hey`huang yuqing` stop complaining ! its good that gaolao organisedit for us and dont need to take out any single cents !alright` the time is same like last time` 6pm to 1am` =)
do you think we will be home after that ? hehee` NO !
we are going to ton at town ! =)
well` im going to end my entry here` last but not least`
GAOLAO` THANK YOU ! =Dwhy am i acting happy when i dont even feel that way`
what on the outside cannot use it on the inside`
because it all in a opposite way`
no one can truly understand me` how i wish i could find that someone ?
can i find that someone ? =/
im feeling so down lately` what happened to me ? i dont know`
hais~