i have been awake for the whole night !
well` yesterday i spent my day at home`
from morning slept all the way til 11pm plus !
thats why im still here early in the morning`=P
oh`im going to stay at home for today and tomorrow ! =)
having headache nowadays` which i dont know why`
i have been sleeping for more than 12 hours or so`
humphh` maybe it seem too long for me ?
but no matter how long i sleep` i still feel tired`
i know the longer you sleep` the more you feel tired`
but` im really too lazy to get off from my bed ! =(
i have been treating morning as night` night as morning !
arghh` i shall kick off my bad habit ! =/
if you dont get what i mean then im sorry`
because i dont know what im typing too ! =X
but still` i hope you know what i mean ! =P
well` not to forget` today is my sister's birthday` so`
HUANG SHI LING` HAPPY 9TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU ! =D
i cant get a proper sleep later because her friends are coming to our house ! =(

im not going to care / listen to any of these complicated "stories" anymore`
in and out of my ears from now onwards !
no more comment shall be given`
i dont know who to trust or whatsoever` i scare that my trust will be used`
i already had some awful experience` i dont want it to happen again !
i will see how's the things going and think it deeply in my mind`
and i believe` one fine day` i will know who to believe and who's not`
wait` i have to correct myself !
is not that i dont believe / trust any of your` its just because that`
all this is too complicated for me to understand and definite`
if i say anything wrong or let you people feel very ____ -fill in the blank yourself-
then im sorry` im just typing how i feel right now`
well` 错就错在我太笨 !

i cant stop thinking of you nowadays`
why must you keep appearing in my dream !
its all in the past` how i wish i can get rid of you in my mind`
but` i think i still cant let go ?
arghhh` fuck !

im finding myself so useless and hopeless`how great isnt ?!