im feeling super irritating now ! because i cant login
to my msn and yet i have to use ebuddy again !
and it took so slow for me to load a show ! fuck !
what happened to the internet connection !
i feel like scolding all the vulgarities now ! arghh`

alright`shall stop saying all the things that made me felt irritated`
well` went to training today` and im the first to reach ! =/
gaolao reached at the same time as me`so we chatted inside
the club while waiting for the rest to come` =)
waited for everyone to reach since it was raining`
waited and waited` finally the rain stopped` went to clean
the court and played some "games" =)`
well` it was quite fun but yet tiring ! =P
next` we played 5 vs 5 with the 18s and above 18s` =(
was grouped with the under16s` because we are the team for next year
under18s youth cup`=) ` overall` it was a draw ? =/
debrief and went back with jinhui` kailin ` =)
alighted outside bpcc` went to bangkit with jinhui to get our dinner`=P
and home sweet home !

problem solved ! =)

few hours ago` i just get to know my result !
all thanks to kailing for telling me that the result was out`
i scored 3.25 for my GPA ! =)
i dont think i can get into higher nitec but ya`
i also dont want to get into higher nitec because im no longer
interested in studies`but at least i want to get a nitec cert ! =)
amanda` i still keep the promise between us ! =D
well`these few days stayed at home again ! =/
im rotting like nuts ! =(
but as i say` im fine with it` because thats my popularity`=)
and nowdays` im back to dont-feel-like-talking-to-anyone that kind of feeling`hahaa` i dont know what happened to me`
but i just want to be ALONE !
ohwell` nothing more to continue`so i shall end my entry here`=)
goodbye ! naruto-ing` =P

HAPPY BRITHDAY` CALEB ! =D`

well` im here to upload stacker's gathering photos ! =)
all thanks to jinhui for the photos`
as from some combined photos` credits goes to
CHEW ZIQUN ! thank you !! =)
im waiting for avis to send me the rest of the photos from her camera` =P























STACKERS UNDER18s` WITH GAOLAO`SHIMU` YUNA ! =D























CHEW ZIQUN ! =D























BITCH - kailin ! =D























LIM JINHUI ! =D























PUSHPOPS ! =D























TOP- YAHUI` CENTER- AUNTY SUMEI` BOTTOM- MICHELLE ! =D























THE THREE OF US ! =D























ME AND MUMMY- AVIS ! =D


















ME` ZIQUN` YAHUI - THE RANDOM US ! =X
































































































































I WAS PLAYING AROUND ! HAHAHA !























VIP ! =P























MY PARTNER- ANN AND BITCH ! =D























GAOLAO ! =D

im feeling so irritated towards msn now !
i couldnt sign in and i dont know why`
there's nothing wrong with the connection or whatsoever`
i tried lots of time but still cant`so i have to use ebuddy !
what the fuck ?! ohwell` just came back from my sister's house`
some pictures will be uploaded` =)
so here it is ` =)

jinhui` im waiting for you to online to send me pictures ! =P























THEY ARE MY NEPHEWS AND NIECE ! =D























CALEB AND CHLOE ! =D























ME AND CHLOE ! =D























ME AND CALEB ! =D



































































THE CUTIE- WAYNE ! =D























SIMPLE BUT YET NICE ! =)

had a very weird dream just now`
and now im feeling so uneasy ! =(
its a dream that you all cannot imagine ! =/
it scared the hell out of me ! ='(
alright` drop this topic ! =)
im going to my 2nd sister's house later to celebrate
my nephew -caleb- advance birthday !
wayne and chloe is at my house now ! =D
ohmy` they are so cute ! especially wayne ! =))

YESTERDAY- went to ps with ziqun` =)
slacked awhile and went off to meet up with the rest !
waited for gaolao and shimu to come`and off we went to the party room`
its much more bigger compared with marina square`=P
played pool` sang songs together and played dices too !
and of course` photo taking ! hahaha~
played all the way until 1am` =)
and took night rider home ! because i was really tired`
further more` there's only a few people toning`
because under16s having their match today at 4pm`
and some having something on today` so`
i went home together with jinhui/kailin/ziqun ! =P
reached home was around 2am plus ! hahaa

i will upload the photos once i got it from the rest`=)
alright` i want to watch naruto now` so`
im going to end my entry here` =)
goodbye~

ohwell` i stayed up the whole night again !
the reason behind is because yesterday i woke up at 12am !
i slept through the whole day ! =X
well` i mentioned this in my previous entry before`which was`
im treating night as morning` morning as night`
so`i must really kick off this habit before school reopen ! =/

for the past few days` i dont know why i dont feel like talking to
anyone in msn and i have been staying at home for 4 days`
REASONS ?
firstly- im lazy + tired
secondly- nobody ask me out
thirdly- cashless
and within these 4 days i spent at home`
i dint receive any phone calls or any messages` how great isnt ?!
this show how good my popularity is` HAHA !
well` it has an advantage too`which is` my bill wont burst again ! =))
somehow` i felt lonely but i think that this feeling is good`=X
because`you dont need to care what are your friend doing`
you dont need to take all the blames whereas its not your fault` sometimes-
you dont need to find topic to talk`
you dont need to worry this and that` and whats going to happen`
you dont need to find clothes or lack of clothes to wear`
you can stay at home and do whatever things you want`
you can sleep whenever you want too` =D
all these was how i felt when im alone`=)

not to forget`stackers is having gathering on this coming saturday !
im so looking foward ! i cant wait to see everyone`
and its been such a long time since we last went out`
its going to be hell lots of fun` and there's pictures for me to upload ! =)
well` its kbox again` its just that the venue changed to cineleisure`
and i thought gaolao will come out with new idea` hahahas`
hey`huang yuqing` stop complaining ! its good that gaolao organised
it for us and dont need to take out any single cents !
alright` the time is same like last time` 6pm to 1am` =)
do you think we will be home after that ? hehee` NO !
we are going to ton at town ! =)
well` im going to end my entry here` last but not least`
GAOLAO` THANK YOU ! =D

why am i acting happy when i dont even feel that way`
what on the outside cannot use it on the inside`
because it all in a opposite way`
no one can truly understand me` how i wish i could find that someone ?
can i find that someone ? =/
im feeling so down lately` what happened to me ? i dont know`
hais~

now my house is oh-so-noisy !
i really cant stand the noise they are making now`
i just woke up from my sleep not long`
all thanks to them` they spoilt my dream ! =(
they are very cute although they are the noise maker` =X
my 4th sister is having the fun with them now`
well` i think i shall stop here`
not going out to entertain them but going to watch anime ! =P
goodbye ! =)

i have been awake for the whole night !
well` yesterday i spent my day at home`
from morning slept all the way til 11pm plus !
thats why im still here early in the morning`=P
oh`im going to stay at home for today and tomorrow ! =)
having headache nowadays` which i dont know why`
i have been sleeping for more than 12 hours or so`
humphh` maybe it seem too long for me ?
but no matter how long i sleep` i still feel tired`
i know the longer you sleep` the more you feel tired`
but` im really too lazy to get off from my bed ! =(
i have been treating morning as night` night as morning !
arghh` i shall kick off my bad habit ! =/
if you dont get what i mean then im sorry`
because i dont know what im typing too ! =X
but still` i hope you know what i mean ! =P
well` not to forget` today is my sister's birthday` so`
HUANG SHI LING` HAPPY 9TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU ! =D
i cant get a proper sleep later because her friends are coming to our house ! =(

im not going to care / listen to any of these complicated "stories" anymore`
in and out of my ears from now onwards !
no more comment shall be given`
i dont know who to trust or whatsoever` i scare that my trust will be used`
i already had some awful experience` i dont want it to happen again !
i will see how's the things going and think it deeply in my mind`
and i believe` one fine day` i will know who to believe and who's not`
wait` i have to correct myself !
is not that i dont believe / trust any of your` its just because that`
all this is too complicated for me to understand and definite`
if i say anything wrong or let you people feel very ____ -fill in the blank yourself-
then im sorry` im just typing how i feel right now`
well` 错就错在我太笨 !

i cant stop thinking of you nowadays`
why must you keep appearing in my dream !
its all in the past` how i wish i can get rid of you in my mind`
but` i think i still cant let go ?
arghhh` fuck !

im finding myself so useless and hopeless`how great isnt ?!

well` went training today ! =)
ohmy` i miss them sooo muchhh ! =X
didnt really train because our match was over`=(
under16s having their game tomorrow` so overall`
today training was slack like $$@(*@$@&^ !
went to have dinner at redhill market`=)
and home sweet home !
alright` tomorrow im going to meet jinhui at 6.40am`
we are going to head to sembawang and meet up with the rest`
going over to have 3 on 3 games` after that` under16s will be
having their match at 7pm`SBC` means`
we are going to support them ! =)
ZIQUN` PLAY HARD ! JIAYOU ! =D

i hope my 3 points will be as accurate as today ! =P
everyone` jiayou for tomorrow 3 on 3 ! =)

i realised that im not the usual self anymore`
i felt guilty whenever i see you`
no matter whats going to happen`
i hope you can believe me and give me the trust`

you made me felt so disappointed !
i totally cant imagine it`

ohwell` i stayed at home the whole day again ! =/
supposed to attend AES training today but well`
i overslept and i was really tired ! =X
for the entire day` i was finding games to kill my boredom`
but ended up` i chose to watch anime because i dont even know
how to play` maple`audition`gunbound`cs`dota ! =X
i only know how to play viwawa`neopets`msn/yahoo games`
oh`and not to forget` THE SIMS ! =)
so dont ever ask me to play maple or audition all this with you people`=)
alright` i think i shall play the sims later ! =D
well` i shall upload photos which taken on monday` =)
and the credits goes to annie` thank you ! =D




















after playing 5 vs 5` im ugly =)`

LAOHENG !

firstly` i just woke up not long`
secondly` im going to stay at home the whole day ! =)
thirdly` im going to watch 命中注定我爱你 episode 13 ! XD`
ohwell` lets talk about yesterday`

YESTERDAY- went back to aes for training together with amanda/vanessa/denise/annie`=)
- vanessa's boyfriend drove us to plaza and had lunch together`
- chit-chatted for awhile and ziqun came`
- me and ziqun went off first while the rest still at plaza waiting for ah dong`
- slacked at home for nearly 2hours`went to bathe & took bus to clementi`
- saw jinhui and we accompanied her to wait for kailin`
- reached outside sbc before 6pm`changed & waited for the door to open`
- started doing warm-up and stuff`
- most of them was having stomachache` and some of feeling shag ? i think`
- lost to hornets` and thats the end of youth cup` =(
- had debrief and went to eat at mac`
- well` this was my first time that the AM wanted to call the police just because we talked and laughed too loudly` and kailin talked back to the AM` but i really think that if we are too loud` cant he just ask us to lower down our volume ? ohwell` i forgot to mention` i was being irritated by the way he talks ! and all of us waited for the police to come over but` its quite wasting our time so we went off` and i think he doesnt even call the police to come` alright` i bet i wont go to that mac again because it totally **** !
- while walking to mrt station` i was pissed off by ziqun`because she banged me and my towel dropped on the sand/ mud + grass` FYI` after training or games` i must have my towel with me and i mean` on my hand if not i will feel so uncomfortable and if i dont have towel` i will die !! anyway`ziqun` actually i was not pissed off by this but is because i was super pissed off outside sbc and mac and you banged me` my towel dropped and i can no longer hold my temper so main point is` you are unlucky` HAHAHAA !
- took train back with the rest and took lrt back alone` =)
- reached home was already 12am plus`bathed and talked on phone with shenli until 3.40am`an i felt asleep before 4am` hahahaas`=P

LIHAN - take good care of your ankle and rest well ! =D

SHIMIN & SHENLI- rest well and hope you are feeling much better ! =)

JINHUI - CHEERUP !

to under18s- although its the end of our this year youth cup` i hope all of you can cheerup and whatever its going to happen` we are still team mates ! =)

yesterday i dont know why i think of you suddenly`
its been 1 year 6 months` it doesnt seem to be long but its not short either
but hopefully` i wish to get rid of you- bastard out of my mind` =)

supposed to go and watch ziqun's match`BUT`
i didnt went because i was overslept cum im having fever !
well` im really sorry about it`
congrats to the under16s as they made it to the second round !
alright`since im free + not lazy` i will upload the photos now ! =)

under18s` jiayou for tomorrow game !
lets play it with no regrets ! =)
JIAYOU ! =D























JOYCE ! =D

JINHUI ! =D























YOUSE ! =D























ZIQUN ! =D





















THIS PROVED THAT JINHUI IS VIOLENT ! =P

COACH` KENDY !

went to queensway and waited for ziqun`
and i waited for 30minutes ! well`
it was 15minutes earlier than michelle and jiaqian !
as i waited the both of them for 45minutes !
they are the longest record now !
alright` back to topic ! hahaas`
went to training ground after we had changed our stuff`
went to senior citizens there to have a sit because
it was raining and the ground was wet plus club havent open yet !
well` something happened which im not going to elaborate`
spent almost 1hour plus over there and headed to court since
the rain stopped and the ground was quite dry`
played with the under16s` we won !
trained formations after that` =))
had dinner at tiong bahru` and home sweet home with jinhui ! =D
anyway` im sorry for the pictures` im really lazy now !
but i promised i will upload when im not lazy + free okay ?!
sorry people ! goodbye ! =)

under16s` jiayou for tomorrow game although i know you all sure win`
but still` jiayou okay` especially CHEW ZIQUN ! =)

well` i wasnt in a very good mood for the past few days`
i really feel like being alone ! dont ask me why` thank you !
perhaps` i dont know what am i thinking ?
maybe` im too good at hiding myself ! LOL

KOH YUNA ! CHEERUP ! =DD

im here` =)` wellwell` i just reached home not long ago`=P
okay` today is a very pathetic day for me ! =X`
went to clementi sports hall` queensway and kembangan`
watched teck ghee vs home united for both under18s and 16s`
teck ghee under18s lost by 6 points while 16s won them by 10points`
well` its a very exciting game because all the points was quite near`=)
CHEW ZIQUN accompanied me through out the entire day ! =D

ohya` i forgotten to mention something in the previous two entry`
which is` I HAVE NO MAID NOW !
i got to do all the chores already` =( `well` not really all`hahaas
its been a long time ever since i last did the chores without maid !
ohwell` i shall do it without complains ` hahaas

tomorrow having training at 3pm`
and im going to head over to queensway first`=X
lets train hard` and lets try our very best for the last match`
lets think of win instead of lose` instead of buying 3 basketballs`
why not lets have a treat from gaolao ?! LOL`
so everyone` JIAYOU` ohya` by the way`
congrats to under16s for wining both their matches` =)
alright` im going to rest now` im tired ! =P
i got the photos from youse already` but i will upload when im free`
so goodbye and nights everyone ! =)

thanks for the concern` =)
i will be fine` no worries`

YESTERDAY- went to meet kailin at cck`
- had lunch and kailin accompany her brother to see doctor nearby`
- meet up with szeyee and jinhui`
- but szeyee alighted at clementi to wait for yuna`
- me/jinhui/kailin were the earliest to reach kmrt !
- went to do shooting while waiting for the rest`
- changed and started warm up when everyone was ready`
- game started and blahblahblah`lost by 18points !
- went over to void deck to debrief and at the same time doing punishment`
- after debrief slacked awhile outside kcc`
- walked over to "nearby" coffeeshop to have our dinner`
- home sweet home with the rest`

ohwell` im going to meet up with jiaqian they all at queensway at 2.45pm`
after that`we are going to kmrt to watch U16s match against jurong west`
their match started at 5.30pm ! CHEW ZIQUN JIAYOU ! =D

im feeling irritated towards my life now` which i dont know why !
whenever im upset or unhappy why must i act as if its nothing ?
well` what a sickening life i have ! im really sick and tired of it !
all the things i wished its all becoming ... -words that couldnt describe-`
i dont dare to wish for anthing anymore`
i have been feeling terrible for the past few days`
i really wish to be alone` i have not be myself for days`
i couldnt find back the old me` well` people do change` but i want back
the old time ! which its really impossible` so` forget it`because sometimes
i perfer the life im having now than last time` alright im weird`

maybe i dont suit to be a basketballer like you said`
its not i dont want to listen to you` i know its my fault for
doing such passes but i really dont have the strength to do chest pass`
i will be even more lousier than the pass i did` but well`
what can i say ? nothing but just train`

im having my holidays starting from today ! celebrate~ =P
i have been really tired these few days !
finally finished my exams`no need to go to school for 1 month ! =D
alright` im going to kembangan to have match later`
against T-NET @ BUKIT MERAH` 7pm game !
well` going to get out of my house at 3.30pm`
need to reach there at 5pm and meet up with the rest`
UNDER18s` JIAYOU ! lets play our very best in this game ! =)

YESTERDAY- after school` went home to sleep`
- meet yuna at 4pm and headed to cck mrt to wait for kailin`
- went over to kembangan and meet up with the rest`
- when we were on the train` kailin kept on laughing at my english`
well` she's bad ! hehees`=P
- watched under16s match together with joyce and youse ! =))
- took bus to east coast with joyce/youse/jinhui/ziqun after U16s debrief `
- reached there and started eating`took photos and gossip around ! =X
- took cab back together with the juniors ! hehees`
- me/jinhui/youse alighted opposite jinhui's house`
- reached home and bathe was already 11.30pm !
- fell asleep before 12pm and woke up at 4am to revise my exam for today !

ohwell` im super tired ! -O-`
i will upload the photos once i get it from youse ! =D
alright` im going to have my nap now !
last but not least` UNDER18s` JIAYOU ! =))

AMANDA GOH ! MY TUESDAY !
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO YOU !
im really sorry about today !

hello people` im back ! =D
its going to be a short entry today because im tired !
i got to wake up at 3am later on to revise my CTR ! =(
ohwell` im having exam for the next 2 days`
had OSA test today` i hope i can manage to score A ! =X
went to have friendly match against RP just now`we lost !
had dinner inside RP` hahaas
crapped awhile and took bus home alone ! =(
as for yesterday` we lost the match against combined school`
and its sure-lose-game` but we got thrashed over 100points plus !
had dinner and home sweet home with jinhui and kailin ! =)
alright` im going to rest now ! im really tired !

oh` what the fuck am i playing ? its totally a mess !
wellwellwell` pray god that i can do it better than the previous game on wednesday !
everyone` lets jiayou and have more confidence ! =))

i feel that im totally useless !
had those experience which is more than others`but i played
like im just a 'newborn baby' ! ohfuck !