ohwell` didnt attend school again !
im totally tired which i cant get myself up to school !
went to find jinhui and kailin -bitch- at bitch's house downstairs`
took cab to macpherson road` interviewed puma !
and i got the job` all thanks to bitch for helping ! =)
im going to start my work at 2 JUNE ` and well`
its on AMANDA'S BIRTHDAY !! howhowhow ? =/
amandaa~ please let me know when are you going to celebrate your birthday =)``or you just want to celebrate with yeesong instead of us `=(` hahas`IM KIDDING !

tomorrow after school` im going to meet yuna` she's going to wait for me because she dismiss school earlier than me ! =/
going to head to paya lebar to meet up with the rest`under18s`
tomorrow we are going to draw lots for the youth cup ! worried*
ohmygod` lets pray hard for it as what shenli had told me ! hahahas`=X
but still` hope we get a good grouping ! =)

my right ankle really cannot make it now ?!
its even more swollen day after day` =(
wellwellwell` what a ankle i got ! hahaas`
okay` i think there's nothing for me to continue` and i need to sleep early` if not` i cant wake up and get to school again ! =X `so goodbyes`

UNDER18s` JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU !
left 6 more training to go` so` we must work even harder okay ?!!
believe that we can do it ! =))

TAN SHENLI ! saw your big name here ?!
hahahas` dont forget what you promised me okay ! =)
if anything happens again` feel free to find me ! =D`
im always there` =P

AVIS-MUMMY ! nothing is impossible for you`
although there's alot of things for you to stress about`
but im sure that` you can get through it again !
like what you always do` =)` im there to support you !
daughter loves you ! =))` love me too okay ?! hhahahas`

why things always come out the way that i shouldnt want ?!
well` im really getting tired and sick of it -family matters-`
or maybe im the one at fault ? just because i couldnt control my temper again ?
im trying hard to control it ` but everything seem so hard ?
i cannot let my stupid temper ruin everything again !
i need some changes in me ! change change change` is what i can do now `=)
but sometimes` please dont accuse me that im showing black face or
attiude face or even angry face when im not talking ! sometimes you cant
blame a person who he/she doesnt want to talk ! im born to be like this`
if not` are you going to give me money to change my fucking face ?
if no` just shut up ! please understand me more !
or perhaps` you all just dont understand the "true" me ? =(
i need understanding more than everything !!
sometimes` i really find it hard to say out my problems to others`
thats the reason why` i will seek to no one when im down`
i always show you people with no worries ? but well` i got my ups and downs too !
dont forget` im a human ! =/
im sorry to say all this random stuff` but i really cant help it`
because i dont know why everything or every problems come out at one time`
its hard to handle` they dont know that they are giving me stress`
but maybe to them` its not at all` thats why they feel nothing ?
argh` forget about it`