WEDNESDAY- didnt attend school
- spent all my time at home to slack !

THURSDAY- went to school`
- self dismissed at 12pm`
- went plaza starbucks to slack with michelle and kailing ! =)
- slacked awhile and i headed home !
- rested awhile at home and off i went to meet yuna and shimin
to training ground !
- it started raining not long after we reached`
- went to void deck and slacked while waiting for the rain to stop`
- fell asleep while the rest were happily chatting`
- training started after the rain stopped`
- tianyi trained us` we trained our defence !
- after training` went to tiong bahru and had LJS for dinner again`
- took train home instead of bus` as it was quite late`
- dont know what happened to me` because i suddenly felt cold ! =/
- home sweet home with jinhui ! =)
GOOD NEWS` YOU'RE BACK ! =D

TODAY- didnt attend school again`
- im down with fever again ! =(
- had 16 hours of sleep ! =))
- slept all the way until 8pm which was 46 minutes ago` hahaas`
- had fried rice as dinner` =/
- ohmy` im feeling so shag now ! =X

tomorrow we are going to have our last training`
before our first game which its on the 1ST JUNE !
arghh` i feel so nervous towards it ! =/
well` under18s` jiayou ! =P
i bet they are going to have LJS as dinner tomorrow !
because they want to eat the PIG-LEG` the new promotion ! =/
alright` i got nothing more to post` so goodbyes ! =)
ohya`i forgot to mention that` MY BIG SISTER & NIECE IS BACK !

today is the worse day i ever had !
i think its applied to all under18s`
ohwell` i really got no mood to continue but`
i really really want you to be back !
i dont want all the hardships we went through together become a waste ?!

my mood now is` =((( and i feel like ='((

PRISCILLA`
HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU !

ohwell` i deleted the previous entry again ! =X
firstly` i didnt attend school because im simply too tired !
had more than 12 hours of sleep again` woke up at 7pm plus !
i find myself getting lazier when days goes by ! =X
my big sister and my niece is coming back tomorrow ! =D
arghh` i missed them sooo muchh !
supposed to go to changi airport after my school tomorrow but`
im having training so i cant go and fetch them back ! =(
having exams in 7 days time ! going to mug for it `
because i dont want to retake modules ! =)
and im going to have my holidays soon ! cant wait for it ^^
6 MORE DAYS LEFT TO YOUTH CUP ! under18s` lets work harder ! =)
ohya` today is O level chinese papers` i hope all of you are doing well ! =D
mug hard for all the upcoming test / exams ` best wishes !
alright` nothing more to continue ! so im ending here !
goodbye and nights everyone ! =)

ohfuck` my back hurts even more now ?!
the pain is killing me !! ='(

我有口难言`

JINHUI AND ME ! =D






















BITCH AND ME ! =D

yesterday FINALLY had more than 12 hours of sleep !
but today` i only had less than 6 hours of sleeping time`
and went to training ! well` supposed to reach at 4pm for under18s`
but well` it seem like everybody` i mean under18s`
all reach around 3pm and thats good ! =)
well` today training was quite pathetic`
under16s + under18s` shared one ball ! pathetic isnt ?!
we shared one pathetic ball because club was closed !
training was quite slack due to this ? =/
went to tiong bahru and had LJS as our dinner ! =)
slacked awhile and went to take train home`
on the way back to cck` i was being bullied by KAILIN & SHENLI ! ='(
ohya` by the way everyone` please take note`
MY DADDY`SHIMIN IS MY SISTER SCIENCE TEACHER !
my sister label her as miss chua ! hahahas`

im feeling so hyper now` reason behind is ` I CUT MY OWN HAIR !
oh people` please dont panic` hahaas` i just cut it thinner ! =X
ohmygod` i really need to cut down the food intake ! diet diet diet ! =X
humphs` im not going to continue since there's nothing for me to post`
so goodbye and nights everyone ! =)

im sorry that you cant read the below part of the post`
because it's the things which im saying to myself` so ya`
people` im sorry !

i suddenly feel like giving up ! but i cant since i always asked people
to think on the right side` but` hais`ohmy` what had happened to me ?
oh fuck ! huang yuqing` STOP IT`stop thinking !! arghhhh !!!
why i cant change and keep on repeating the same mistakes ? WHY !
i want to prove that i can do it` but` i always cant make it or prove it ?!
ohwell` what i can really say to myself is` HUANG YUQING `
IM REALLY DISAPPOINTED IN YOU ! YOU SUCKS !!!

SHENLI & SUMEI` PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF WELL ! =)

im here blogging early in the morning again ! =)
well` just now i only had 3 hours plus of sleep`
woke up at 3am plus` i dont know why i will wake up
so early but` due to this` im going to stay at home the whole
day to slack and sleep later ! =D` its going to be a wonderful day for me isnt ?

ohwell` youth cup fixtures was out`
we are going to against` SINGAPORE SCHOOL RED`
T-NET CLUB @ BUKIT MERAH & ENG TAT HORNETS !
here's the venue and timing for the game`

1st JUNE-sunday` 4PM ` SBC`
VS SINGAPORE SCHOOL RED !

4th JUNE-wednesday` 7PM ` KMRT- beside kembangan MRT`
VS T-NET CLUB @ BUKIT MERAH !

9th JUNE-monday`7PM` SBC`
VS ENG TAT HORNETS !

there's only 3 matches for under18s``
so come and support us ! =P
i dont want to play only these 3 matches`
so` UNDER18s` jiayou !

YESTERDAY- went to school`
-michelle and kailing didnt attend !
- had OSA test ` hope i did well ! =)
- had lunch with yuna !
- after lunch went to CTR lesson` because SBM lessons was cancelled`
- had CTR test ! im going to flunk it because i dont know there's test !
- had early dismissal at 2.30pm`if SBM lesson did not cancel ``
we are supposed to dismiss at 4pm !
- stayed back and did my role play 2` and i scored B+` =(
role play 1` i scored A !!!
- went to meet yuna and headed to MRT to meet LIHAN ! =))
- alighted at tiong bahru since there's still alot of time`
- bought mcflurry and walked to training ground because huiling reached`
- reached there around 4pm` fell asleep for 30 minutes`
- heard from lihan that huiling and yuna went to help auntie to carry table to her house when i was sleeping`` =//
- played 2 vs 2 while waiting for the rest to reach`
- after they reached` played 4 vs 4 awhile and training starts !
- not long after` it started raining !! went to club` slacked and yuna uses whiteboard to teach formation` hahahaas
- after raining` continued the training for awhile`
- went to tiong bahru to have KFC as dinner` =/
- home sweet home with the rest ! =))

i hope all of you have the confidence in yourself and team`
please stop looking at the negative` like what yuna always say is right`
you can do it just whether you want to do it not !
so lets play this youth cup with our best and leave no regrets !
whatever we had went through together ``leave all this memorable ! etc : hardship`
so everyone` JIAYOU ! =)

ohmygod` i suddenly feel so emo` hahaas`
think of yesterday training` it made me feel =( ``
shouldnt talk about it but` what i need to do now is to`
push myself to the limit and practise my free throw !

TAN SHENLI ! jiayou okay ! remember what is our promise` =)
im sorry if i said things which is harsh on you` sorry`
i doesnt mean it but ya` i cant help it !
i please you` beg you ` stop having those NEGATIVE mindset can ?! =X
i believe you can do it and prove to the others ! so do your best alright ! =)
no matter what you do` you will always have my support` EXCEPT those negative things you are thinking or doing ! =D` last but not least` like what i always say` JIAYOU ! =P

im here blogging while you people are sleeping ! =)
i got nothing better to do so im here` =X
had evening nap and woke up at 11pm plus`
and stayed up the whole night doing nothing`=X
i cant go to sleep now if not` i wont be able to attend school later`
im getting sick of my fever nowdays` on and off non-stop` >:(
well` im going to please myself to recover faster ! =/
not going anywhere after school` so i will be home at 4pm`=)
im going to spend my time sleeping again` hehees`
ohya` i have been skipping my CTR lesson` the lesson which
i got debar from exam` i dont know why i keep on skipping her class`
i just dont feel like attending her lessons ! and now` i need to
reconsider whether do i still need to appeal for the debarment`
even though i appeal it` i still need teacher remarks to help me`but``
I REALLY DONT FEEL LIKE ATTENDING HER CLASS !
whatever it is` i dont know what im doing nowdays !!
alright` im going to upload some of the pictures taken on sunday
while waiting for the rest of photos from jinhui` =))
finally` my blog is going to entertain you people with pictures` =p

GROUP PHOTOS !
































ME AND JINHUI ! =D























MUMMY & DADDY ! XD

i deleted the entry i posted up again` hahaas`
i deleted twice` the reason behind is` i dont know ! =X
TODAY- went to school at 9.15am`
- reached school at 10am and i was surprised that im not late`=)
- OSA lesson was totally boring`
- had tuna sandwich as lunch` *diet diet* =X
- went back to class to have LPD lesson`
- self-dismissed again at 2pm ! =P
- went to plaza with kailing/michelle/zhiyong- michelle's boyf`
- slacked awhile at LJS` and i saw jinhui`
- accompanied jinhui to take bus home`
- and here i am ! =D

SUNDAY TO YESTERDAY-monday-
- on the early morning on sunday`i went to meet jinhui at 6.20am`
- headed to ang mo kio mrt to meet up with the rest`
- took bus to amk cc`and bought our breakfast`
- had breakfast at the cc while waiting for the rest to come`
- the matches started at 10am plus` and we; stackers were the earliest`
- as we reached there at 8am or so` -.-''
- was sweating while watching them playing the 3 on 3`
- i cant play due to my right ankle` =(
- went to have our lunch nearby` gaolao treated everyone of us` =)
- THANK YOU` GAOLAO ! =D
- headed back to continue the matches`=/
- but well` me and jinhui head back home first
- because she doesnt have any more games` so
- we took cab back due to hot weather and our tiredness`=P
- fell asleep straight away` and my phone keeps on ringing`-.-'
- jinhui came to my house and waited for me` =P
- reached yuna's house at 9.15pm or so`
- and had steamboat together with the rest`
- after eating` we cleaned up and some of them went to wash up` rushed out from yuna's house to meet kailin and catch the last bus to town`
- reached town at around 12am plus` went to cineleisure for midnight movie` watched drillbit traylor`the movie ended at 3.30am` =)
- walked to nee ann city` slacked awhile at there`
- took photos and dont know what thing they played`
- had screen by the police due to our noise level was high`=/
- walked to and fro and finally decided to stay outside nee ann city`
- played our all-time-favorite-game` =)` played at 6am`
- headed to lucky plaza` was supposed to have breakfast but
- most of us dont intend to eat so all of us went separate ways`
- took bus back with jinhui and kailin` =)
- reached home at 7.05am` bathed and fell asleep at 7.30am`
- slept all the way until 7.30pm plus` and i was shocked because i thought its the next morning and im late for school` hahaas` the next second i realised that its still night time` i find myself stupid` LOLS`
- had dinner at 8pm` and rot at home`=/
- chatted with shenli and shimin-daddy`until 1am plus`=)
- i dont know what i did on the computer and fell asleep at 3am` =)
- and so` i woke up and go to school today ! hahahas

im apologise if this entry is long and if it made your eyes went blur` sorry !
i will upload the all the photos when i receive it from avis and jinhui`=)
alright` im feel sad now because i get to ball with them !
as i need to rest my ankle until thursday ! ohwell` i miss balling ! ='(
im not going for my PE lesson anymore` because of the bias teacher !
i hate PE x 1000000000000000000 times due to him ! he's really bias !
well` i didnt attend his lessons for almost months` hahahas`
because of him` it leads to how much i hate PE`
and ever in my life` i hate PE sooo muchhh !
i got nothing more to continue` so goodbye` i will upload the pictures asap !
wait for me ! hehehees~

for those people`who read my previous two entries which i deleted`
YOU'RE LUCKY !
especially shenli and shimin`
count yourself the lucky one ! hahahaas`=P

finally` i went school today ! =X
but i self-dismissed at 12pm ! =P
michelle dismissed herself at 12pm too !
and of course` it applied to koh yuna !
im too good to accompany her to have self-dismiss !
went to yuna's house` sze yee came too ! =))
fell asleep at her house until 4pm !!
we rushed out of the house`because we scared we will be late``but ended up`we keep waiting for one another at clementi and city hall`and well`
this was the first time that`there's more that 6 people training together`=))

know our grouping today` they mentioned that we are very lucky
to have this grouping ! alright` lets jiayou !
i cant wait for youth cup !! =X
went to macdonals to have dinner`took cab home with kailin/jinhui/ jayne`
reached home` bathed and talked craps with my mummy` hahaas
she entertained me well ! hahahas`
i got nothing more to post and i dont know whats more to continue`
so im going to end here` goodbye !

SHIMIN- daddy`your big name is here too ! =)
thanks for what you had said to me last time !
it really makes me think alot ! =))`
lets jiayou together okay ?! OHYA`
talk to me often can ?!!!! =((
daddy dont love me anymore ?! ='((

YUNA- ohmygod` there's so many nickname for you now !!
thanks for correcting my mistakes again and again`
thanks for what you had done for under18s` =)
last but not least` DONT KEEP SELF DISMISS YOURSELF !

JINHUI & KAILIN- hehees` the both of your name keep
appearing at my blog nowdays ? hahahas`
well` im here to say` lets jiayou for our youth cup !! =))
JIAYOU OKAY ! =D

TAN SHENLI- you better stop having that kind of mindset !

ohmygod` my right ankle is becoming worse !
i should go to see the chinese doctor soon !! and i mean real soon ! hahaas`

ohwell` didnt attend school again !
im totally tired which i cant get myself up to school !
went to find jinhui and kailin -bitch- at bitch's house downstairs`
took cab to macpherson road` interviewed puma !
and i got the job` all thanks to bitch for helping ! =)
im going to start my work at 2 JUNE ` and well`
its on AMANDA'S BIRTHDAY !! howhowhow ? =/
amandaa~ please let me know when are you going to celebrate your birthday =)``or you just want to celebrate with yeesong instead of us `=(` hahas`IM KIDDING !

tomorrow after school` im going to meet yuna` she's going to wait for me because she dismiss school earlier than me ! =/
going to head to paya lebar to meet up with the rest`under18s`
tomorrow we are going to draw lots for the youth cup ! worried*
ohmygod` lets pray hard for it as what shenli had told me ! hahahas`=X
but still` hope we get a good grouping ! =)

my right ankle really cannot make it now ?!
its even more swollen day after day` =(
wellwellwell` what a ankle i got ! hahaas`
okay` i think there's nothing for me to continue` and i need to sleep early` if not` i cant wake up and get to school again ! =X `so goodbyes`

UNDER18s` JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU !
left 6 more training to go` so` we must work even harder okay ?!!
believe that we can do it ! =))

TAN SHENLI ! saw your big name here ?!
hahahas` dont forget what you promised me okay ! =)
if anything happens again` feel free to find me ! =D`
im always there` =P

AVIS-MUMMY ! nothing is impossible for you`
although there's alot of things for you to stress about`
but im sure that` you can get through it again !
like what you always do` =)` im there to support you !
daughter loves you ! =))` love me too okay ?! hhahahas`

why things always come out the way that i shouldnt want ?!
well` im really getting tired and sick of it -family matters-`
or maybe im the one at fault ? just because i couldnt control my temper again ?
im trying hard to control it ` but everything seem so hard ?
i cannot let my stupid temper ruin everything again !
i need some changes in me ! change change change` is what i can do now `=)
but sometimes` please dont accuse me that im showing black face or
attiude face or even angry face when im not talking ! sometimes you cant
blame a person who he/she doesnt want to talk ! im born to be like this`
if not` are you going to give me money to change my fucking face ?
if no` just shut up ! please understand me more !
or perhaps` you all just dont understand the "true" me ? =(
i need understanding more than everything !!
sometimes` i really find it hard to say out my problems to others`
thats the reason why` i will seek to no one when im down`
i always show you people with no worries ? but well` i got my ups and downs too !
dont forget` im a human ! =/
im sorry to say all this random stuff` but i really cant help it`
because i dont know why everything or every problems come out at one time`
its hard to handle` they dont know that they are giving me stress`
but maybe to them` its not at all` thats why they feel nothing ?
argh` forget about it`

SUNDAY- stayed at home until 6pm plus`
went to meet jinhui and kailin-bitch- to bukit timah`
had our dinner over there` which was PRATA ! =P
after our dinner` sent jinhui to her house downstairs`
bitch came to my house` took photos and she teached me
something` =X` missed the time that we spent together last time !
lucky` we are able to catch up with each other again ! =D

MONDAY- went to school` only michelle came`
and LEONG KAILING was overslept !! =XX
school was totally boring` =/
after school` meet yuna and headed to sembawang to ball with the rest`
was super pissed off with something` and i bet lots of people are
very unhappy about it too `` =/
after balling` went home and stayed all the way until 3am plus` -.-''

TODAY- result of getting to bed late`
i didnt attend school today` same goes to yuna`
went to meet yuna and jieying and headed to ang mo kio hub`
actually going there for interview` but i dont intend to get the job already`
so` the 3 of us went to mos burger and slack`
went to lot one after slacking` went to meet lihan/shenli/jiaqian/florence`
slacked awhile again and headed to cck cc to ball`
my daddy- shimin came too ! =))
alright` end of my entry for today`
i got no mood to continue updating` sorry !

UNDER18s` lets jiayou and work hard together bahs ! =))

im going to wash my hand off from you`
telling you the mistakes you made and you showed me what face ?
so` from now onwards` im not going to say anything or any mistakes you had made`but well` jiayou bahs`

my ankle hurts even more now ?! ='(

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !

well` had 12 hours of sleep and went to meet jinhui`
went to training together`reached training ground before 3.30pm`
and we were the earliest ! hahahas`
ran 15 rounds of two courts again`my timing was 12minutes 50seconds !
didnt make improvement but yet` hais`=(
today` i dont know what happened to me`
i suddenly felt so tired after running the 15 rounds`
compared to last week` its really a big difference ! ='(
after training and debrief with gaolao` and he told us that`
next sunday` we are going to have 3 on 3 matches ! but its UNDER17s !
its means`for under18s`only ME/JINHUI/FLORENCE/JIAQIAN/SUMEI
are playing but i think there's mixture of us and under16s ! =/
went home with jinhui after our dinner`
talked alot of things` like how to celebrate her birthday etc`
reached home and saw my relatives`ohwell`they are staying over tonight`=)`nothing more to continue` goodbye !

KAILING` sorry that i cant manage to go to your bbq !
but anyway` congrats that you have become a free girl !
remember` dont let your old habits control you again !! =)
better go to school on monday! see you =)

i felt that my place have been threaten`
in order to avoid it`im going to work hard !

can you just tell me how you feel ?
now i can finally know how you felt last time ?
if im not wrong` haaas

im so fed up with blogger right now`
i dont know what i had pressed but`im feeling so irritated !
havent been blogging for days` i was too busy with
school` project and last but not least` BASKETBALL ! =)

well` my small business management project 1`scored 78/100 !
project 2 scored 92/100 ! as for project 3`im still doing right now ! =P
i scored 79.4/100 for my office communication !
i need 0.6 marks to get an A ! =(
anyway` bad news` i got debar from my customers relation exams
due to bad attendance`but well` im going to appeal it after so much
things had happened between me and my teacher`im not going to post
what had happened and why i changed my mind to appeal` if not`
im going to get fed up again` but in conclusion` im appealing !
im sorry to those people who were worried about me` 对不起 !
everything is fine now` =)

today` i stayed at home the whole day after im dismissed from school`
didnt really want to attend school today`
but come to think of my attendance`i went !
im lacking of sleep again ! so`later on` im going to have an early rest`
because i intend to sleep until tomorrow afternoon at around 2pm`
as i still need to go for basketball training` =/
ohdamn` im down with fever`flu`sore throat and coughing again !
i cant afford to get sick now because i still left alot of things undone !
but well` hope i can recover as soon as possible ! =)
im hungry ! i havent have my dinner yet ! =(
my parents are not at home` my maid is doing her chores right now`
so i better dont disturb`if not` things will get slower for her` hahahaas`
and im too lazy to cook ! arghhh`
anyway` i think i shall stop here`
im having bad headache now ! so goodbye !

AMANADA` take good care of yourself and get well soon ! =)
JOYCE` i hope you are doing fine now !

im giving up on what im holding on right now ?
because i cant seem to know what you are thinking` ahhaa

ball`ball`ball and more balling`
and i doesnt see myself improving since that day ?!
or should i say` i didnt improve at all ?
how am i going to deal with my bad habits that lead to mistake !
why am i keep on repeating the mistakes even though i know its wrong ?!
sometimes` i really feel like giving up` but i cant`
i trained so hard for this coming youth cup` although i know`
my skills is still not that good ! i know it all long`
but i think you all just cant understand my feeling on how much i wanted to play well`
i accepted people comments towards me` after hearing the comments or whatever`
im not showing black face but im thinking about it`
please understand me more ! hahaas`=P`
well` 2 to 3 weeks more to youth cup ! im feeling nervous` but`
UNDER 18s ` LETS JIAYOU TOGETHER ! =D
stay calm when we are on court ! LOLS` i think i should say this to myself first` hahaas

what "daddy" said was right`
attitude comes with behavior first`
changing attitude doesnt mean you have changed your behavior`
but once you changed your behavior` you changed your attitude`
after hearing this` i have lot of things in my mind`but in conclusion`
im going to start changing my behavior first` although i know its difficult
but im willing to give it a try` and i must really change my behavior because
i want to change my fucking attitude towards life or whatever ! hahaas
i learned lot of things that regarding life and how to make it better by the
law of attraction` as you can see` i learned and i didnt apply it !
its going to be a waste if i didnt apply it to life` so` from now on`
im going to use it ` ohya` by the way` LAW OF ATTRACTION is a very good book !
want to know what the book is saying ? go and read it up yourself ! =P
it wont waste your time reading up this book because its a best book that i ever read ! =D

i want to improve`
i dont wish to see you all feel disappointed in me again and again`
i dont want people to look down on me` i hate this kind of feeling !
i want to play main 5 ! i must improve` the feeling of the burden of me in the team
is back again ! i dont want to have this kind of feeling anymore !
i must train harder in order for me to get rid of this feeling`beside this reason` i need to train hard enough for not letting the ball going nowhere when im doing my layup` because i always didnt bring the ball along when im running !
jiayou bahs` huang yuqing !

im still in love with this sentence`
a candle lose nothing by lighting another candle ! =)

im at home right now`
not going to dover ite anymore`
but im still going to meet yuna at causeway point !
i dont know what time i will be sleeping tonight`
because i havent finish my script ! =(
and im feeling tired now ! -O-
alright` goodbye !

im in school right now`
having LPD lesson`but im doing nothing !
anyway` i dont know what happened to me nowdays ?
sometime i really feel that im useless ?
can someone tell me why i have such a thinking ?!
sometimes my emotional feel up and down`
i have tried to control it but` arghh`
just hope that i can manage or control well with my emotional`=)
alright` whatever the thing is` im going to be the HAPPY me ! =D

going to dover ite when im dismiss from school`
going to basketball training with yuna`
ohdamn` i suddenly dont feel like going because
i dont want to see zhengfang ?! whenever i see her` i feel so stress !
but i got no choice` i need to go` =(

im down with flu and fever again`
but this time` the temperature is not that high`
well` hope i can get well soon ! =)
my ankle is still hurting me ?! ='(
its still swollen like @#$%^ ! but its not that obvious`
i can no longer twist or crack my ankle on my own already ! =(
i cant hear cracking sound anymore ! =(
alright` huang yuqing` cheerup ! =)

okay` i shall stop here`
im going to prepare for my next lesson`
as i need to do my role play script ! =/
goodbye !

sometimes` reality is awful !

today went to meet chew ziqun at 9.15am !
headed to shop and save to buy tibits ! =)
took the bus at around 10am or 10am plus !
reached sentosa around 11am ! =)
and went off at 1.30pm ! because the sun was too strong !
ONLY ziqun tanned the colour she wants and not me ?!
and she kept on rushing me just because she cant stand the sun ? -.-'
bathed and off we went to vivo and gave kailin- BITCH a surprise ?!
waited for her lunch break and headed to interchange for our lunch ! =)
ziqun went off first because she's meeting joyce !
after that` home sweet home and i fell asleep in the bus
and lucky i didnt miss my stop ! hahahahaas`
reached home` bathed again and had my nap til now !
alright people` im going to get my FRUITS for tomorrow project !
so goodbye and take care people ! =))

ohmygod ! i have a bad news !
my right ankle is SWOLLEN ! ='(
its hurts ! ='((

i just finished watching high school musical `
hahaa` i know im slow but`no comment okay ? =X
in a few hours time` im going to meet ziqun !
we are going to sentosa ! yeahh`=D
hope i wont get skin cancer ! hahahaas` im just kidding ! =P

alright` lets talk about YESTERDAY ! =))
ziqun came to my house at around 12pm plus`
and i was being woke up by her ! =(
took bus 184 to clementi and took train to redhill`
reached training ground at 3pm`since we are having early training !
ran 15 rounds of two courts` and must run less than 15 minutes !
heheees` my timing was 12 minutes plus`
but well` it doesnt seem good enough ! =( `so after running of 15 rounds`
we ran 1 time of 'si zhe' and 2 times of 'yi zhe' !
had 5 minutes break`after that`
we shoot 30 balls and did our endurance ! tired~
trained formation and played 5 vs 5 with under16s !
after the game` had debrief with gaolao`
checked our entry forms` and our shoe size !
going to have nike jerseys and adidas shoe this year ! =)

after changing and stuff` we went to teck whye -yuna's house void deck-
without our dinner ! celebrated ting fang's birthday !
TING FANG` HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO YOU ! =D
played truth or dare` and yuna suggested to have alternate play`-.-'
its seem like we were back to the past` but ya`
is much more funnier compared with last time ! LOLS`
only those who played knows what happened`
especially the last dare for shenli ! hahahhaaas`
im sorry that i was unable to help` LOLS`=X
home sweet home with jinhui at 12am plus` =)
and thats how i ended my day` =P
alright people` goodnight and goodbye ! XD

i really dont know whats more to say about myself !
sometimes i really find myself useless ?!
sometimes i cant perform the way i want ?!
i dont know whether i have improved ?!
i have been repeating the same old mistake !!
i felt so disappointed although i didnt show out my emotional`
but deep in heart` im thinking of what i shall do next that
i wont repeat the same old mistakes`
i should just train harder than anyone else ? YES` i should !
huang yuqing` jiayou bahs !
look at the positive side too !

im not scolding you or whatever you are thinking`
im just telling you the fact ?!
hope that` next training you will change ?
i mean` change in not giving any unnecessary comments ?
just listen to the coach and stop asking why here and there ?
just hope you can change all your bad habits ?
i know it isnt easy` but hope you can try to do it `

under18s` please take good care of yourself !
lets be more calm when we are playing`=)
everyone` lets jiayou okay ?!
believe we can do it ! =D
dont injured yourself too`=)

MY RIGHT ANKLE HURTS ! slightly sprained again ! ='(
i fell down and have scar on my right leg again ! =(
but well` i will heal it ! hehehehes`XP
anyway` i have recovered from my sickness` except bad headache !