school was totally boring today !
only had 2 hours of CTR lesson`
had break from 10am to 1pm` -.-'
because our OCM teacher was absent !
what a waste of time in school` plus`
after 1pm we still have CARE lesson ! until 2pm only !
all of us had waited 3 hours just because of that 1 hour lesson !

had class checked today ! and my hair got caught !
it isnt that obvious and she caught me !! i wasnt pissed off by this`
but is` my friend hair colour is much more obvious than me`
and she wasnt caught ?! and what the fcuk is this ?!!
forget it` she's the eyecandy infront of every teacher`im not okay ?!
but im really damn pissed off ! hahaaas`

i think i need some rest !
i was feeling so horrible in school that i couldnt take it`but well`
im going to take days to recover`=(
just give me time to rest is more than enough ! =)`
alright` tomorrow is labour day which means` there's no school !
this whole week` i think im going to school for only 2 days !
which is today and friday` hahaa` hope that`im able to drag
myself to school on friday and my sickness wont get worse` =))

tomorrow going to be another busy day for me`=X
or rather i should say` tired day ?! hahahaas`
im going for training early in the morning`
im meeting yuna at 8am !! oh` how early could it be ! hahahaa`
we will be training at sembawang ! its far =(`
i will be rushing to company after that`as i need to reach before 12pm !
going to stay at company from 12pm to 9pm !
nevermind` i will be learning new things again ! =))

ohya` i forgot to mention that`
i know how much i scored for my two papers ! =D`
OSA - 91/100 `` CTR- 30/50 which is 60/100 !
well` i thought i will fail CTR badly`
because i studied last minute ! hahahaas`
i was surprised to see my CTR result but i felt happy !
going to have another role play on this coming wednesday`
and my script is not done yet ! projects keep on coming and coming !
going to set up a store on this coming monday`its SBM project !
im busy with projects too ! hahahaaas`

just now` shenli showed me this website`
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pisces_%28astrology%29`
and im strongly agreed about the characteristics considered
positive and negative`and of course the attribute - likes and dislikes -`
but in the characteristics of positive and negative`
i dont really agreed on some phrases`hahaaas`
anyway`shenli` thanks for showing me this website =)`
alright` im going to put a full stop in this entry !
im sorry if this entry is long and boring`sorry =)
everyone out there` please take care of yourself ! goodbye =)

nowdays` im craving for sweets and chocolate so much ! =(

avis- MUMMY` please take care of yourself and i love you ! =D

well` i dont know what to say about myself`
im hopeless i think` =(
im sick + lazy = no school today !
it means` i didnt attend school again !
heard that mdm haslina wants me to get MC`
but im not going to get it just because im overslept ! =)
MICHELLE` im sorry for not going to school !
im feeling worst ! i need something sour ?!
where's my favourite sour sweet ?!!
as promised` im going to upload photos now !
im really sorry for those late pictures !! sorry and enjoy =)`

WAYNE ! I MISS HIM SOOO MUCH !

JERAINE ! I MISS HER SOOO MUCH TOO !























ME AND MICHELLE! PHOTO WAS BEING EDITED BY KAILING !


















ME AND WAYNE ! =))

MICHELLE FIXING MY BOOK !

didnt attend school again` because`
i was overslept and i was having a bad stomachache ! ='(
went to meet daniel and xiaolin`and headed to company !
on the bus` i felt so uncomfortable and felt like vomiting
reached company before 5.30pm` and we were supposed
to discuss what we are going to get for yihao`but ended up`
there's nothing came out ! hahahaas`
had group meeting with henry upline` =)
learned things from him again ! now i want to follow the
foot step of what my idol had been through` =X
after the meeting` had a small group meeting again`
and went home myself` because they wanted to celebrate yihao's birthday!
so` for the sick me` i didnt tag along with them` hahaa`
thats why` im here ! =D
and when i was in the bus back home` i felt much worst !
nearly vomit out` but lucky` i didnt` hahahaas`

i dont know why im quite hyper now ?!
i think there's something wrong with me isnt ? hahaaa`
oh` i think there's something good or bad going to happen soon`
because i cant tell whether right eye is for good or bad` =P
as my right eye keep on twitching from noon til now ! non-stop okay ?!
hahahaas` lets wait and see whats going to happen soon ! =)
alright` i wish to inform that` i will upload pictures on my next entry !
because i think my blog going to be dead if there's no pictures ! ahhaas`
im sorry for the late photos ! sorry !
there's nothing for me to continue` so goodbyes ! =)

ohya` i forgot to mention that`
my left knee is giving me a hard time ! =(

YIHAO` HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU !
see you at the top ! =)

HUIQI `` cheerup` dont be sad over the matter !!
i will always be there being your listening hears ! =)`
you can find me anytime you want ! =))

YESTERDAY- didnt attend school because i was overslept !
slept all the way until 2pm plus` and daniel called`
he said` we dont need to go to school to take the award`
because we having important meeting` and he had explained to
ms pek` but still` im sorry ms pek !
so` went to company and waited 1hour for them !
and i was totally pissed off ! because something happened `
but it was fine after that` =)
after the meeting` went back home alone` =(

TODAY- went to meet yuna they all at cck mrt`
and i was late` =P` reached redhill mrt`jinhui had already reached !
went to buy bread and bubble tea`and walked to training ground`
well` im the only one that trained with the under16`
and i really feel so` BORED ! i even told yuna that i really
dont know what i had trained today` opps`
but well` im saying the fact okay ?! hahahaas`
played 5vs5 with the under16`
i was so disappointed because i cant perform well like last saturday`=(
played with the above 18 before we went to have dinner`=)
today dinner seem to be a little bit different` hahaas`
thats what i think okay`=)` home sweet home after that`=D

I SLIGHTLY SPRAINED MY RIGHT ANKLE AGAIN ! im in pain can` ='(

well` i seriously cant stand people who think that they are very good and
keep on saying that its a small cake for them because they are npcc or whatsoever`
plus` THEY DONT EVEN HAVE THE BASIC in basketball` so what if they are npcc ?!
big fuck ?!

yuna` its better for us to see you being cheerup ! =)
shenli` take good care of your knee and becareful `=))
jiaqian and florence` im sorry that i had made the both of your injuried !

IM PRETTY WITHOUT THE LETTER R ! hahhahas

oh well` had 2 exams today`
which was OSA and CTR !
im looking forward to what kind of result i will get`
because` i have the confident in OSA but not CTR` hahaas
im really a forgetful girl` i forgot to bring something
important with me today ! and i was looking for it like #$%&`
after school` went to meet yuna they all at lot one`
headed to cck cc and balled`hahahas`
went back home with jayne and shimin`we were like`
talking about stackers gathering` going to genting and bangkok !
i think its going to be fun` hahahaas`

EVERYONE JUST CALM DOWN ! =X
yuna` i dont know what i can tell you now but i only can say cheerup` sorry !
shenli` same goes to you ! jiayou` i will always be there ! dont be depressed !
and stop thinking about the negative side ! be more positive please ! =)
BITCH` calm down !

everything starts from misunderstanding`
now i wish that` everything is back to normal`
i hope nothing can change among us !
oh well` i got nothing more to say`
im sure that` everything is going to be alright`
and soon it will be over ! =)
looking ahead for the better now`=D

time now is 2.58am` and yet im still awake !
from the time i woke up til now it has been 11 hours !
plus` im not going to sleep later on`
because if im going to sleep later` i confirmed that i cant
wake up on time to go to school` hahahaas
tomorrow going to be a long day for me`
after my school` i might be going to somewhere first`
and head to company` see` im going to be busy !
im sure that my panda eyes going to be out !
im lacking of sleeping nowadays ! -.-''
MICHELLE PHUA & LEONG KAILING`PLEASE ENTERTAIN ME ALRIGHT ! XD

ohya` i forgotten to mention that`
im going back to AES on this friday`for speech day =)
im going back with joyce ! weijie and daniel might be going back too !
well` we are going to take our cca award ! hahahaas =P`
and seriously` i cant wait for youth cup ! =X
i cant wait to see how well can we perform =)`hahaas`
i think its very random for me to say all this` =P

just now im out of boredom` i went to this website` http://www.lets101.com
to do some quizzes` and i found one of the quiz interesting`


dont you find some of the phrases suit me ?
hahahaas` im going to be BHB soon ! =X
anyway i cant deny that most of the phrases are true ! =P
but i dont really agreed with 2 or 3 phrases that describe myself`
guessing time =)




high in percentage and with a star on it which means`
my horoscope is closer to yours`which in another word means`
im closer to you``=))

time now is 4.33am` i used 1hour plus to blog`hahaas
im multi-tasking` thats why im slow with it` LOLS
alright` i got nothing more to update` so goodbyes`
and goodnights everyone out there`=D

a candle loses nothing by lighting another candle`
thats what i learned in FLP` i really learned alot from there`=)

didnt went to school today`because i overslept`=X
supposed to wake up at 8.30am to go for 10am lesson`
but i continued to sleep until 3pm plus` hahaaas
yuna`im sorry that i didnt have lunch with you`
but for sure` we will have it together soon` hahaas`
and its real soon` because its tomorrow ! =))
im not going to take any mc for today`
because i doesnt seem to be sick or whatsoever`
i feel so energetic when i woke up` so if i go and see
doctor with such mood` do you think doctor will believe ? hahahas
alright` im going to get myself prepared``
because im going over to company today` to attend lesson which is
more about our aloe vera drinks`=)`im going to gain more knowledge =P`
alright` thats all for this entry`=)
goodbye and take care everyone =D`

im going to look foward to my success !
im going to earn more than 2000bucks before july !
look down or laugh all you can` i dont give a damn to it`
i believe i will`
nobody know what he/she will get until he/she tries`

i suddenly felt that i got no one to seek to ?!

THANKS XIAOLIN FOR ACCOMPANIED ME TO WALK HOME =)

i think im having a serious attitude problem`
which none of your can stand it` i think `
even me`myself also cant stand it`
im here by to apologise that`if im giving any of your attitude then im sorry !
i also dont know what happened to me nowadays`
my family members couldnt stand me too !
and i really dont know why` nowdays` i will easily feel frustrated !
and will get irritated by a small little things`
i promised` i will change ` give me some time`
i wont show any attitude again` i swear`
and people` im really sorry !! forgive me once again ?
and i bet` there's no more next time`

how i wish to tell you all the things now`
but ya` i cant` since you already said` hahaas

shenli` take good care of your knee even though
i know you have taken well enough` hahahas`

stayed at home the whole day today !
its totally boring``=(
need to hand in LPD project work on the 5th May`
and i havent get started` ohdamn` i need to rush for it`hahaas
michelle and kailing` lets do it okay ! =P
thursday having two exams ! its OSA and CTR !
im going to fail CTR if im not going to study it`hahas
but i still left 4 more days to study 5 units ! i will be mad soon`
alright` i guess there's nothing more to continue updating`
because there's nothing happened today` so ya`
goodbye` and take care everyone`=)

once again` thanks for the encouragement that your had given me not
to give up on basketball` really appreciated it` thanks people =)

perphaps` its like what we said` its all misunderstanding`
or maybe i should say` its all misunderstanding`
things had settled` but once again` im sorry`
really sorry about it` lets forgive and forget ?

i just wish to hear another sorry from you ?!

alright` today i woke up at 12.30pm`
met shimin at 1pm`accompanied her to keat hong`
she went there to see her thumb` hahahas`
went to meet ziqun at mrt station when we finished`=)
headed to redhill and bought bubble tea`
and off we went to training ground`=)
reached training ground about 3pm`so me and shimin`
did a bit of training first`before all of them came`=X
today training was alright` trained our shooting`
ball handling` defence and attack` learned formation too -for attack- !
played a match with the under 16 and we won`=)
after the game` we chose our warm up tee size and jersey size !
after choosing` above 18 had match with us`
its a mixed game for the below 18`=P
well` i didnt play` i was too tired at that time and i sent huqi to the stairs`
after the game they played` we changed up and they went to eat`
while me and ziqun went home` =)

ziqun accompanied me to stop at clementi`
and take bus 184 back to panjang` and she took lrt back !
see` she's nice ! ahahhaas`
we talked lots of thing like what happened in school -AES- nowaday`
and what are we going to eat when we reached home`
hahahas` so the food was` noodles+egg+chilli = NICE !
reached home` my father vent anger on my house telephone !
because he couldnt get through my mother and he was drunk`
so he threw the phone on the floor` and its really hard !
and now the phone became 2` all the thing inside it all came off `
now only left me and him at home`but well`he went to sleep already`hahas` i think there's nothing more to update`
so goodbye`and rest early ! =)

ZIQUN` I LOVE YOU ! hahahas`
thanks for your accompany just now ! =)

the feeling` the atmosphere was just not right ?!
or maybe i think too much on it ?
if its really because of yesterday` then im sorry !
i got nothing more to say but sorry`
perhaps im too senitive towards this kind of stuff `lols`

YESTERDAY- the weather was super hot !
- fell asleep during CTR lesson` and i was sweating !!
- after school`went to nee soon east cc -location at yishun- for extra training
- trained our communication and defense`
- well` seriously i was pissed off for something` thing is alright now =)
- after training` went home with jinhui`
- reached home before 10pm` fell asleep before 10.30pm` XD
- i was too tired` ahahhahas

TODAY- woke up at 5am plus` due to the thunder and lighting`
but i went back to sleep` slept all the way til 6.20am !
i was late and i rushed like #$%^& ! hahahahaas`
4hours of school today`and i learned nothing` because i was playing with
psp and internet` =P`and seriously` i dont get what the SBM teacher is teaching` i prefer my previous teacher seriously ! at least we wont play and talk during her lesson ! everyone in class was paying attention when she taught us ! but thing is different now` hahahaas`
finished school` went to meet yuna` headed to mrt station`
and waited for ann` and off we went to causeway point !
met vana and casslyn over there` and had lunch with them at LJS`
after that` ann went back to school for lesson`
vana and casslyn came to my house while yuna went home`

played abit of mahjong and off we went to zhenghua cc`
played match with quangfong and kaixuan !
i dont know whats the score because it was a 3-legged match !
debrief and walked back to pending with joyce and ziqun`=D
talked alot of stuffs and i really missed the time that i spent with them !
stopped at pending lrt and chit-chatted because need to accompany
joyce to wait for her liang to reach jurong east ! =X
and amanda scared us ! she popped out from nowhere can !
me and joyce screamed like @#$%^&* ! LOLS
home sweet home` bathed and here i am ! LOLS`
tomorrow having training at 3.30pm` ZIQUN` better dont be late ! XD
thats all for today entry` goodbyes`
everyone` lets rest early ! =)

didnt perform well enough`
and i dont know what the hack am i doing`
seriously` i felt super disappointed in myself`
and im really feeling stress about it `
im sorry for those people who had high hope on me`
but still` i made you girls disappointed`again and again` sorry !
i have been trying my best from what i have`
i trained hard although i know to most of your think is still alright`
but i had given my best`ended up` what did i get ?
like today ? i know my skills is not very good `but ya`
i have been learning hard for my skills and what not for stamina ?
trying and trying` learning and learning`
and i know there's no improvement` but do your know that`
how much i feel for being like this ? i dont wish all this to happen too !
all i can say is` im just plain stupid ` for a low IQ and EQ person like me`
i learned things slowly` slower than others ? i guess so`
but there's nothing i can do with my stupid fucking brain to learn things so slow`
i want to be a fast learner too` i want to be fast in aborbing things much more
faster` fast in my attack ` my speed`and of course have a good stamina`
i have been trying real hard for it ? didnt i ? but sometimes my legs just wont listen !
im sorry if i had made the team worst` i know im a burden in court`
example` people are playing 5 vs 5` but due to me` we are playing 5 vs 4 ?
i know i shouldnt say all this` but this is what im thinking right now`
and i know i shouldnt even thought of it `
anyway for this post` i have no offence to anyone` im just typing out how i feel`
but if you are offender` then im sorry `
i really feel like crying now`

i feel so irritated right now !
because both of my nephews -wayne & caleb- `
deleted all my documents and stuff in my desktop when i was sleeping`when i woke up` i was so shocked and i decided to delete the account because there's some problem with it`so i recreate a new one -current account-`every thing went smooth`BUT the internet suddenly become so slow that i start to get irritated``it just keep on loading and loading`wait up to 5 mintues and still not okay yet ! is like what the fuck is going on here ?!
i really feel so fed up right now !! -ccb-

im sorry for the vulgar language`
but i really cant control because`
IM SO FED UP RIGHT NOW !

ohdamn` im super tired and yet i cant get to sleep !
just woke up not long which i dont know why !!
im really tired but dont know due to what thing`
i cant get a proper sleep ! which make me feel irritated now !!
i tried to get back to sleep but i cant` so here i am !
supposed to get 6hours of sleep` but i got 4hours of sleep instead !
im super tired right now ! can someone just knock me down ! =(
ohya` in the evening later` i might be going to hougang with xiaolin`
but she havent confirmed with me yet ! hahhahas`

yesterday` i did my time schedule`and i realised that
MY TIME IS REALLY PACKED ! =x
im going to be super busy ! LOLS`
i wont have the time to go out shopping and whatsoever`
my schedule is being pack with FLP` school and basketball`hahahas
its good that your time schedule is packed`
that means` you didnt waste any time in your life` LOLS`
i prefer to be busy`rather than doing nothing else`=D

anyway` i found out that i have been updating my blog since friday !
hahaas`this going to be just temporary ! =P
because` i wont have much time to sit infront of the computer
when i have finished planning for what im going to do` =)
arghh` can someone just talk to me ?! im bored !
and please talk to me when im in school using ebuddy !
because the lessons is totally boring` i can say and i bet it is`
i realised one thing too` ITE teachers do nags alot ! hahahaas
okay` i shall end this entry now` goodbye`
lets have a happy day ahead ! =))

I BELIEVE IN MYSELF !
stop asking me to stop working ! i have enough of this !
i know that you people are concern about me` but ya`
just stop it ?! i really had enough of hearing all this` but still`
i apologised to say all this out because i have the limit that i couldnt stand it ?!
sorry !

hello~
im in school having OSA lesson now !
i have finished my work but mdm haslina still teaching`
well` she nags too much thats why ! hahahas`
anyway` im going to mention something !
yuna is a loner now ! =X
yuna` please be more sociable and friendly !! =P

first day of school was totally boring !
doesnt have much lesson !
im going to bored to death soon ! real soon !!
after school`im going to rush back home to change up
and off i go to company ! ohmygod` my time is so packed ! hahas
alright` im going to do something else` so goodbye!

finally done with my project !
its such a relief please` hahahas
midnight` i spent 4hours plus to do`
did half way and fell asleep at 7am plus !
supposed to go jurong birdpark with my younger sister & nephew`
at around 10am plus` but i was too tired to get up from my bed !
so` i went back to sleep` LOLLS`
woke up at 3pm plus and continue doing the project`
spent another 2hours plus to finish it` and now`
I FINISHED THE PROJECT ! =D

school starting tomorrow !
my mood totally is confused now` because`
i dont want school to start so soon but i cant wait to see my friends !
to endure the school days` im going to look forward to the next holiday !
time really goes faster if i look forward it ! =)
alright` there's nothing more to update`
so goodbye` im hungry and i need to eat`
its going to eat my first meal for today ! =x

YUNA GOING TO BE MY SCHOOL MATES FROM TOMORROW ONWARDS ! hahahaas

well` i think i should train real hard !
i want all my stamina and endurance to be back like last time !
i promised that` i wont let you girls feel disappointed in me again !
and i mean it ! and im sorry that i made you all felt disappointed today !
im sorry !

tomorrow having training and maybe having friendly match`=)
actually im supposed to have meeting at 2pm to 5pm`but`
i cant go` so xiaoling` please give me the details alright`=D

i want to go to night safari instead of zoo !
lets have some planning when im having my june/july holiday`=P
saying about holiday` my march holiday going to end in 2 days time !
monday starting school ! =(` oh` i need a vacation instead ! hahas`
ohya` im not done with the project yet !
shall spend some of my time doing it later` humphs`
if not` im really going to get it when school reopen` hahas`
plus` we going to have exams on first or second week of school ! =(
shall revise all the things i learned before school starts` =X
MICHELLE AND KAILING `` LETS STUDY !! XD

im going to be super busy after school reopen` hehees`
i will be busy with` my work`school and of course` basketball !
and there goes for my life ! but` its not bad either` hahahas !
busy with life is much better than doing nothing in life ! LOLS`
once in a life time` so lets make it better ! =P`
alright` i think im out of topic`` hahahahas`

yesterday chatted with stev for about 3hours or so`
hey` welcome back to singapore ! hahahas`
see` i welcomed you okay ?! =X
finally chatted after a long period of time`
was talking about our memories on phone` topic- OBS & school `=)
i missed the time when im still in secondary school !
especially with jinhui & joyce around ! i missed them so much ! ='(
and of course` it applied to amanda`jasmine`vanessa` youse !
it applied to kaiwen they all too and same goes to my classmates`
except sue mei ting & li yan !! thank you`
didnt have time to go out with them too !
as im really busy with the things im doing right now ! im sorry girls`
I MISS YOU GIRLS SO SO SO MUCHHH ! ='(
lets have some planning for outing ! but ya` during my next coming holiday okay ?! =)

i think this entry is quite long`
so i shall not go any further` if not` its going to boring` haahhaas`
will update when im free again`` =P
so goodbye and goodnight ! have an early rest`
im going to rush for my project` hahahas`

1 year 2 months had passed ! hhahahaas`
am i relief ?
yes` i guessed so !

life is quite busy nowdays`
im falling sick` having fever and flu !
i dont want to get sick !! ='(
school going to start next week ! 14th april !!
how i wish that holiday wont end so soon !
project is still not done yet ` how ?!
let it be then` im going to see when will i be free within this week
to settle this stupid project ! hahaas`
alright` guess there's nothing more to continue`
so ya` goodbye ! =)

soon` i will prove you people wrong !
lets wait and see ! and i believe i will success`
go ahead and laugh all you want ! i dont even give a damn on it !
and i know what i am doing right now !
fuck off if you want to say that the step im taking right now will lead to failure !
my life doesnt even concern you so why you want to bother about what kind of life i want ! SO JUST FUCK OFF !

alright` im going to have a quick update because
my blog going to be dead and im turning in soon !
because im going to wake up at 9am !! and the worst is`
IM LACKING OF SLEEP !! ='(

nowdays` have been busy with basketball and FLP`
although it is quite tiring but i enjoyed it ?! LOLS`
yesterday went back school with priscilla to take our N LEVEL certificate`
enjoyed my day with her ! hahaas`she never fail to make me goes CRAZY !
ohya` i really really dislike MR LEE WEI MING` that stupid monkey !
he went all the way up just to chase me and priscilla out of the classroom !
its like` what the fcuk ! i still remember what he told me when im in SEC 2`
i remembered it very well ! and this lead to how much i hate him !
oh` went to ball at sembawang today before evening` =)
although atmosphere was bad at first but it turned out to be quite good! =X
i was the one that making it to be bad ? im sorry if i did`

alright` since its a quick update` i will stop my grandmother story ! hahas`
alamak` i dont know whats more to continue`
so` i should let the photos do the talking` =))
byes everyone and goodnights !

i dont know why` nowdays i keep dreaming of you !
is it something good or bad ?!
is something going to happen ?!! ohdamn~