my holiday going to end in 2 week times !
ohdamn` i dont want ! i havent enjoy enough !
but seriously speaking` i think i need a vacation instead of holiday !
hahaa` because`no matter how long the holiday going to be`
i will still find it not enough and i havent finish my project ! LOLS`

going to get myself prepared in hour time !
going to reach company by 4pm` all the way til 10pm ! tired~
because at night time` we having so called "lessons" !
im going to be very very busy from today onwards ! hahaas`

my braziliano praia slipper was spoilt !! heart-pain~
i was super pissed off on saturday !
went out early to meet jinhui` and i wouldnt be late !
but` when i walked halfway to the bus-stop` and i realised that
the-dont-know-what came off ! so i had to walk back to my house and
changed my slipper` and due to that` i was late !!
ohmy` i need to get a new one soon ! and it's real soon using my own
pocket money since my dad dont want to give me ! see` so petty`hahaas`
but` in the mean time` i will just wear any slipper ! XP
alright` enough of updates` im going to watch some show first`
so byes` and takecare everyone ! =)

i suddenly missed the time studying at assumption`
and my fellow classmates ! HAHAAS`
because` yesterday` when i was packing my stuff`
i saw my report book and i spent my time looking at the
grades i scored` and the comments that the teachers had given !
and it was so sudden that i teared `
i missed the time when a task was given to me by teacher`
i missed the time when i enjoyed being class vice-chairperson`
i missed the time when i was working hard for N level`
i missed the time when i had lots of fun and laughter with my friends & classmates`
i missed my favorite teachers too ! same goes to my team mates in AES !
there's no point for me to regret now` and i dont wish to regret too !
the path i chosen isnt bad too` i found two good friends in ITE `
so`why regret ?! i missed the time in AES doesnt mean that i regretted leaving AES ?!
im going back to AES with priscilla in two days time`` happy =))`

im going to get prepared for training soon ! =)
later we going to have 2 hours of training and then`
have a friendly match against quan fong !

i have been busy nowadays`
time going to be very pack from next week onwards`
busybusybusy`` its better for me to keep busy ! =)
so that` i wont anyhow imagine things that are not around ! =P

nowadays` i get tired easily which i dont know why`
more than 8 hours of sleep` makes me feel more sleepy !
less than 8 hours of sleep` makes me feel more tired !
just hit 8 hours of sleep `makes me feel more tired+sleepy !
either way for me makes me feel so sick ! hahaas`

ohdamn` i still got project that need to be done before holiday ends !
howhowhow` lets see whether next week im free not`
if not` im going to get it when school reopens ! XP

alright` im going to prepare now`
if not jinhui going to nag at me for being late again ! hahaas`
so ya` goodbye`takecare everyone ! =)

firstly` i apologised for not updating my blog for days` sorry =)
secondly` SHENLI was back from china !! XD
thirdly`im sick =(

nowadays` something bad keep happening to me`
and i would like to know why too !
yesterday was the most/worst scary thing i can say`
hahaa` it really freak me out`same goes to bitch !
but i think everything is alright now if i dont go and think about it`
so ya` i wont go and think about it ! LOLLS
okay` lets drop the topic ! =P

im enjoying my holiday now !!! yeahhh`` XD
keep ton-ing and staying out late at night`
long time since i had enjoyed my night life `LOLS`
and of course` because of this` i was sick`
and my fever even goes up to 38.3 degree`but ya`
im alright now`and im just having sore throat thats all ! heehees`

im going to company later`
meeting daniel at 1pm and go there together`
since i missed out yesterday meeting ! im sorry`
so` he intend to discuss about the topic/subject to me !
uh-oh` my hungry now ! yesterday i didnt have my dinner !
and i dont even have my lunch okay ?! hahaaas`
anyway` people` im sorry that i was unable to reply your msgs/calls`
because i fell asleep before night time ! and i mean before 7pm`

alright` im going to find food and eat now`
and at the same time` im going to enjoy watching anime too ! =P
bye people` =)

YESTERDAY - nearly got dismissed from school`
because i was rude to my CTR teacher`
ohgosh` she's really a petty person` HAHAAS`
and my mood was really bad ! humphh`
want to know more about it ? just find me personally` =P
went down to company and i was late because i fell asleep at home`
had dinner together and home sweet home =))

TODAY - went to school and the traffic was jammed like @#$%^&*#$
i felt like vomiting when i was on my way because the bus was so pack !
and my right ankle was giving me troubles !! hahaaas`
had my CTR role play` and teacher said that my grade
is either B+ to A- `` LOLLS` went back home around 11pm plus`=)
reached home` fell asleep until 4pm and rushed down to south view`
to see my ankle as its really giving me a hard time !
before i reach the place` jayne and her mum reached`
after that` jayne's mum drove me back to my house area`=)`thankyou`
went to find pohwei/daniel/roger with jinhui `` played at bpcc for awhile
and off we went to blk 213 to continue playing ! =)
not long after` yuna/yanping/casslyn/adeline came down`
played until lights off and off i went ! hahaha`=P
as i was in urgent to use toilet !! XP
thats all for today update =))` sorry and goodbye !

i promised that i wont give up so easily !!
thanks for all the concern`friends ! =)

ohdamn` why nowadys im dreaming of you !!
why why why ?! TELL ME WHY !!

OHH` HOLIDAYYY~~ =)))
LETS ENJOY !

time is 3.57am` and im here blogging ! =P
and in a few hours time` im going to school `
i really cant get to sleep although im tired !
this problem started few days ago`` =//
alright` left 1 more day to holiday !!
im looking forward to my 3 weeks of holiday !
people` please dont envy me okay ?! LOL` im joking` XP

just now went to search for red mp3 and red psp slim`
the red is really nice ! but ya`as you see` i cant get it ! ='(

im going to company after my school`
i hope i dont fall asleep for the talk` =P
ohmy` i need to run ! who wants to join me ?!
please call me up okay ?! i need to improve my stamina
and at the same time` i want to burn some fats ! LOLLS

yesterday online` i chatted with amanda`
the both of us going to sign on for the police once we get our cert !
LOLS` we got the same dream ` so why not` join the police force together !
and at least we can accompany each other`` hahaas
okay` im going to watch my anime now ! so byes` =)

SHENLI COMING BACK IN 4 DAYS TIME !!
I MISS HER !

i dont know why nowdays i keep thinking of you !
why should i still think of you since 1 year had passed`
and im having weird dreams of you and me !
and i hope the dream that i dreamed of me and you in the future`
will not come true and if you know what i dreamed about`
i think you also hope that it better dont come true ! hahaas

woke up around 2pm`
packed my stuff that i needed for training`
went to bathe and went to training ground`
i brought my sister with me too`
i felt so shag after i stepped out of my house` hahas
training today was quite slack` opps =X`

BITCH` im sorry about just now`but ya` i really dont feel like eating nowadays and just now about the useless thing im referring to the method you used on me to join your for dinner is useless` not you useless !! sorry bitch` and bitch` im sorry to forget the colour you like okay ! hahaas

for those who attended training just now` im sorry to
make you guys waited for me` and told you all
that im not joining for dinner` im really sorry` cause i wasnt in the mood `
SORRY !!

i didnt make any improvement from what i see for myself`
everyone had at least improved on their attack and defence`
but i still dont really dare to attack`
and the percentage of me shooting the ball was less than 50%`
because i dont know how to control the strength yet !
and from what i see` my shooting really sucks !!
as for defence` i dont know am i good at it or not ?
but to me` its quite lousy ?!
i also dont even have the stamina to run anymore`
from all the above` attack`shooting`defence`stamina`
all are very lousy ! sometimes i even think of quitting basketball
and stop playing basketball` but as you see`
people need the time to do lots of practise`
so` i will keep on trying and train hard`
i still left 2 months time or more to train` so during these days`
I WILL TRAIN HARD & KEEP ON PRACTISING !!
never-give-up attitude !! *go ahead and laugh for some people who think its funny*

ohmy` time now is 2.47am and yet im still not asleep !
i tried to sleep but i cant` although im really tired !! =(
yesterday which means which was just a few hours ago`
accompanied jinhui to vivo to find her sunshine` opps`=X
went to look for joslyn at GAP`and went to look for jasmine&jiaxiang`
chatted awhile at joslyn's work place` hahaa
we were trying to disturb her when she was working ? LOLS`
after that` me and jinhui head over to cineleisure first`
while waiting for the rest -stackers- because they were watching movie`
me and jinhui crapped alot wherever we go` hahaa`
we really can do much talking isnt ? =P

ohya` i forgot to mention that` i didnt attend school yesterday !
lets see what thing im going to get it`` haha
alright` im going to kbox with jinhui after my school today`=/
im meeting her at 3pm but before that im going to close case first`=)
i bet most of your dont know what im talking about`` sorry =)

im looking forward to saturday training because`
i didnt have any exercises for weeks ! erm`actually is less than 2 weeks`XP
i think soon im going to die due to lack of sleep !!
i want to sleep but i cant ! ohh` there's alot of toxin inside my body``=(
seriously speaking` im a unhealthy child` =(
it is the point that i cannot deny` hahaha`
i promised myself that once i got the money to buy the things i want`
the first thing im going to buy is HEALTH PRODUCTS from FLP`
i really need some nutrients and vitamins for my body`hahaa` aloe vera~

just now i took photos with my nephew -caleb- !
i will upload the photos soon `` =)
i miss shenli !! she's going to be back on 23 march ``=)
me and kailin -bitch-` going to fetch her`
who want to tag along ? please let me know okay ? =))
im super happy whenever i think of my holiday is coming ! XD
i really want to enjoy my holiday but i think i will spend most of my
time at home to be pig ? i mean sleeping` hahhaa
alright` i dont know whats more to continue` so byes` =)

sometimes` i find my life sucks ?!

FUCK ! FUCK ! FUCK !!
im sorry to use this word now`
but i really want to shout it out but i cant`
and im here to vent my anger ?!
i feel so sad that why everyone still treat me as a kid ?
why ?! can someone just tell me that ?

just now i woke up out of sudden and realised that
i still got things that havent settle yet`
and i keep worrying that why my sister havent reply me`
i dont know how should i start to talk about this matter`
but i just feel so sad ?! and i really regretted for not going back
for about half a year` but now` im given a chance to go and learn
more at KL` i cant go because my father asked me to finish my
studies first`` as he dont want me to multi-task too many things
at a time` and i really got nothing more to say`
he dont allow means dont allow` so no point saying any further`
i suddenly felt that` i still need to improve on my respect towards
many people` especially my parents and my sisters` =)
and finally my sister told me that im a good girl` if not
she always keep saying what kind of friends you mix with so on`
but now` i think she really saw changes in me ? hahaa`

i cant get back to sleep now` so i intend to watch 斗牛要不要 !!
im going to continue the episode `` =))
so byes`

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO HUIQI !!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY 2ND SISTER- YUMEI !!

i hate the weather so much !!
please stop raining when im out ?!
i like raining season but its hard for me to go to school and the most
important thing is that im not at home sleeping okay ?!
thats why now i hate raining days !!
i had been walking in the rain since yesterday``
oh` i think im going to fall sick !
i know some people will start saying one word`
but im going to let myself to say it first` which is` IM WEAK !!
oh` i admitted it again ! =P

having role play and oral presentation for this whole week
until next week` and marks will be counted ? im not sure`
going to hand in our SBM project 2 by this friday`didnt have much
worries about that because our project going to be done soon``=)
alright` we still left 8 more days to holiday !! XD
oh` im looking towards it` and now i start wondering what
will happen during my holiday`izzit going to be fun or boring ?
who knows`so` lets wait and see` =)))
and of course` im going to let myself to have more sleeping time`(^(OO)^)

i dont know why`
i suddenly think of you` -jw-
whenever i start singing emo songs`
somehow` it remind me of you`
sometimes` i keep questioning myself`
whether did i still in love with you or am i still waiting for you`
although` i know its impossible for us to be together again`
but i just cant stop asking myself questions about you ?

although single life is better`
but i still prefer there's someone that cares `concern and show that he's worry about me` and i would like to have someone that i can concern with and care with`
but` i know` there's no someone for me` hahaa !
i am who i am `` izzit it ?
hahaa` what a joke to laugh at ? humphh`

HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MICHELLE !!
HAPPY BELATED 19TH BIRTHDAY TO VANA & ANN !!

saturday night` after i went to my company`
i went to city hall together with casslyn to meet BITCH !
on our way there` there's lot of laughter because
I KEPT DISTURBING BITCH !! hahahahaas``
reached the room`BITCH they all went to wash their feet
and i havent wash yet ! so` they trying hard to pull me inside the toilet
because they wanted to spray water at me !!
ann took the video` i will upload the video when i get it okay? =)
next` went to play pool``mahjong at midnight`with huqi/ann/yanping``
when we played halfway`there's alot of things had happened` =//
avis and casslyn was drunk ! and especially you-know-what ! hahahaa`
around 4am or 5am `` me/florence/yanping/amanda/ann
played one game` i dont know whats the game called but
i will upload the photos once i got it from ann`` =)
bathe in the morning and fell asleep til 2pm plus !
went to have pizza and drumlets for lunch !! *yummy*
played pool and went back to chalet``
we didnt help out much but ya` hope you are not angry with us ! =X
i still wish you a happy belated birthday !! =)
took train back with BITCH AND SHENLI- GF !

today` i was so tired that i kept falling asleep
and keep on complaining tired to kailing and michelle !
me and kailing keep on playing with michelle's elmo`
and we made spolit her necklace ! im sorry michelle !!
went company after school with jolin !! =)
attented the talk and home sweet home with her`=)

ohmy``tomorrow having PE !
i dont want to have PE can ?!
12 more days to my 3 weeks of holiday !! i cant wait for it !! XD
im going to attend school for the whole 12 days !!
alright` im going to sleep now` nights everyone =))

HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY TO EERAH !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY 3RD SISTER - YUKAI !
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO HAZIRA !!

im going to company in the afternoon` and im still awake !
im meeting DANIEL LIAO JIAN KAI at 12pm plus !
after listening to the FSF -forever success formula- `
im going over to ann's chalet !!
and im going to stay over night until sunday night !
because there's school on the following day !! =(

i dont understand why nowadays im so freaking tired !
i can just fall alseep out of sudden at anytime and anywhere` =//
even though i have enough sleep !! what goes wrong ?!
and i dont know why i just seem to be very busy !! hhaahaa` am i ?
maybe there's too much things for me to do and settle ?
who knows ?! i feel that busy life is better because time pass faster !
LOLS` its the fact okay !! XP
i got the photos from vanessa already ! which means`
im going to upload photos later as i need to go to jinhui's blog to steal
some of the photos first !! heheees`

ohmygod`` i hope my birthday wishes will come true !
im really hoping that it will happen `` XP
ohya` the previous post i forgot to mention that NG KAILIN -my bitch- `
made me fell down on my birthday itself !
and when i was falling` my leg hit the metal thing !
i will show you people the photo later`` although its just a small cut`
but the cut is very deep and painful !! the skin even teared and split apart !!
oh gosh `` its really disgusting !
enjoy the pictures ! =)


















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PHOTOS ON 2ND MARCH - SUNDAY

3 more minutes to 12am ! so before i end my day today`
im gonna say : HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF !!

i really had a big surprise from``
jinhui/kailin/yuna/huiqi/avis/florence/casslyn/shenli !
im was really surprised because` first`
i fell asleep while waiting for jinhui to call me !
but when i woke up for my sleep`due to the disturbance from BITCH !
they came to my room with cake ! i was so touched`` ='(
thank you girls !!

THANKS JINHUI FOR THE EFFORT OF ASKING EVERYONE
TO WRITE THE CARD !!
thanks to those people who had sent me birthday message and
of course those who had wrote in the card !!
reading the card` i feel so sad that i wished that i can get to secondary 5`
time passes so quickly ` like what jayne had wrote`
sometimes i really miss shouting in class ! haha`
no worries girls` im going back to visit you all soon !! real soon ! =)
anyway i really touched and happy``thanks jinhui - the planner of all ?
LOLLS !!

alright` im so glad that i finally is 17 years old !!
just wait for another 1 year and i can get myself alcohol !! hahaas`
what an ass for me to say this ! LOLS`
I REALLY FEEL SO HAPPY ?!

im going to enjoy myself to the fullest tomorrow !! =))
byes and sweet dream everyone`` XD

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO VANESSA !! =))
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YEESONG !

school today really bored me out !
cause im really tired due to the hours i slept last night !
and there's no one keep on entertaining me !
and thats why` i feel so bored ?

after school` went back home straight away`
meet amanda/jasmine/jinhui to go to bukit batok csc`
went to give vanessa a birthday surprise !
her boyfriend organised a bbq for her`` so sweet !! hahaa`
had photos time with the girls !
i will upload once i got the photos from van & jinhui =)
took cab home with jinhui because we were too tired !
plus` we are having school tomorrow !! =((

ohya` yesterday i had my NAPFA test`
and i dont think i can get gold ? hahaa`` MAYBE ONLY !!
3 classes having NAPFA test together !
for 2.4km `` i was the 2nd girl to reach the finishing line`
there's 2 PE teachers asked me to represent school to run
at macritchie tomorrow at 12pm and i can apply for AL !
but ya` as you see` im going to orchid country club tomorrow until 2pm !
so how can i attend ? LOLL`

ohmygod``tomorrow my time is so packed !
going to orchid country club for the paintballs from 8am to 2pm`
after that` im going over to company straight`
because daniel said` henry upline got something to tell me or let me know ?
i have to reach there by 4pm ? and i dont know what time im going to
leave company ? after that`i will have some early celebration for
my birthday?``if im not wrong =/ ``
seriously` i feel weird because i dont really celebrate my birthday?
alright` im tired already !! tomorrow need to wake up at 6am` so byes !
nights everyone !

im so tired after a long day today !
alright` let me update about what happened yesterday first` =))

YESTERDAY - went to have training ground myself`
when im walking to training ground` i saw florence/casslyn/shimin`
so i walked with them`` =/
training was still alright ?? but i managed not to vomit !!
i finally can control my mind than my mind controlling my body ?!
woo` im so happy` XD
its since such a long time that i can take the training without saying
im tired during training time ? haha` i just feel so happy =)
but` im going to run with my father every wednesday ?
purpose is to let myself improve my stamina ? =/
so that i can take the trainings !! =))

after training` me/ann/vana celebrated our birthdays together !
all the march babies ! but huiqi didnt turn up ` =(
so` after the talking and stuff` we went to redhill market to eat`
have alot of jokes`` and took train to clementi and alighted to
take bus back with jinhui ` =))` ohya` yesterday was totally
madness in the train !! and` yesterday training finished super early !
because we didnt stay to play 5 vs 5 !!

TODAY - im so tired ! because i only had 4 to 5 hours of sleep`
because i fell asleep at 4am plus and woke up at 9am plus`due to caleb !
cry and cry non-stop` reason being` my father again !
jasmine came up to my house to wait for me because she reached early !
went to meet up with joyce/amanda/jinhui when i was ready``we intend
to watch jiaxiang/hanxiang/zhicheng friendly match at town area`
but it was cancelled due to the rain ! so`we went walking around hereen`
alvin/andrew/ah nor joined us` went to cine and have lunch`
stayed and talk rubbish for awhile and head to taka`
and we really really can stuck at a place for long !! LOLS`
left taka around 6pm` took bus back to bukit panjang plaza
to print out the photos that we want`
stayed at mcdonal's to do our card and slack !
home sweet home with amanda and jinhui`` XD
i will upload the photos once i get it from amanda and jinhui`` =))

alright`` tomorrow im having NAPFA test !! -.-''
from 8.30am to 12 noon ` i still dont know where to run for the 2.4km ?
im going back to company after school` and its like finally ?
alright im going to sleep ! if not` i wont have any strength for me
to 'tahan' all the way til night time !! -O-''
byes` nights people ! =)

BITCH !!

thats the way i behave at home !!