finally im going to update again`
actually`` i wanted to update next week`
but my memory is not that good` so i shall update now`=))
geography was alright for me but too bad``
im still going to fail my combine humanities because i didnt
do my social studies essay`` as for science papers``
i didnt attend for the papers` because i was overslept``
and jinhui` i didnt give stun okay` hahaa~
maths paper 2 was alright also` but i still think that im going to fail` because i never give my best for the papers``=((
i still got one more paper to go`` which is POA !!
im going to study real hard for it`` because im aiming either 1 or 2` but izzit possible for me to get that``who knows`=//
never mind~ lets think at the bright side`` hahaa
HUANG YUQING`` YOU CAN DO IT !! XD`
alright`` im encouraging myself `` so dont say im trying to be lame or whatsoever`` because its a need for me to tell myself i can do it``
if not` im going to give up`=( ``

these 3 days passed so fast``
N LEVEL going to finish soon`
and im really scare that i cant make it to secondary 5 !!
but cant help it`` its too late now`
whats done cannot be undone`` =//
but i really do hope that i can manage to go into secondary 5 !!
because i still want to play tournament in clementi and represent AES again`` and i dont want to get separated with my friends !!

especially my dear friend``LIM JINHUI !!
as she said`` she dont want our 9 years of relationship to stop here !!
jinhui`` do you remember ?? hahaa~
and of course`` i cant bear to leave the others too`` so i must work real hard to score my POA at least 1 or 2 !! XD
seriously`` jinhui` i treasure this friendship alot`
being 9 years of friend isnt that easy at all``
when i remembered what we did on primary school`` it really made me laughs like hell`` haha` because of what we had been through together`` i really cant bear to leave`

i know its silly for me to say all this`` but i just dont know why i still typed all this out although i know its stupid for me to say`` if you guys find it funny or im silly to say all this` then laugh all you want` as there's no one will stop you for laughing at it`

as for that JOYCE FOO`` haha~
i think i will miss all her scolding and SOME lame jokes`=)
and copying her notes and stuff``XP
and of course`` her concern towards me``=))

last but not least``TEO YOUSE``` its very comfortable and enjoying with her around``especially during chinese lesson`` lots of jokes will be created` and of course` playing stupid stuff and doing stupid things together``=)` i just get to know her more this year`` but at least` its not too late for it`` am i right youse` hahaha~ i hope you also enjoyed the time with me``=P

i know its really too early for me to say that`
but i just scare that i really cant make it`
im saying all this now because i dont want to say it next time`
and i know its mushy or whatever you think`` just bear with it`
because i want to let them know what i feel right now``
even though if i manage to go into secondary 5``
i think i wont say all this stuff again`` so jinhui/joyce/youse`READ IT !!
if not you all going to regret !! hahaa~ because im not going to say it again`=) IM SILLY`` I KNOW !! SO DONT NEED TO TELL ME THAT ALRIGHT !! =)

HUANG YUQING`` JIAYOU !! YOU CAN DO IT !! XD
i just want to encourage myself for the last time`=)
I CAN MANAGE TO GET INTO SECONDARY 5 !!
I BELIEVE MYSELF !! =))