YESTERDAY- went to meet amanda/joyce/jiaxiang at pending lrt at 3.30pm``
and we waited for zhicheng`` waited for him 30minutes !!
4 GIRLS - jiaxiang is a gay-`` waited for 1 guy for 30minutes``
its super unreasonable``reached marina square`
went to food court and have our lunch``
we find the place like mad`` something happened in between`
DONT EVER LOOK DOWN ON INNOCENT PEOPLE WITH INNOCENT LOOK !! hahaa`
soon` alvin and ah nor joined us``
went to play pool and arcade```awhile later` ah nor and zhicheng left`
after playing pool`went to walk around and we saw firework from the
glass upwards```saw shimin/ice/florence``
super irritating`` still the same old them``
never make fun of people`` they will die``=X
went to japanese restaurant to eat ice-cream as its super difficult for us to leave
marina square``HAHAAHAAA```
reached cine around 10pm plus`` went to e2max``
watched 49days``and slack until 12.30am``
went to the bus-stop opposite nee ann city`` we though there is NR3``
but NO`` cause of public holidays``
keep playing at the bus-stop there`` and the road we named it as ALVIN'S ROAD``haa
took cab to bangkit`` alvin went home and we went to eat``
cause we were hungry`` went to blk 226 to chit chat``
and i dont have much energy left until 3.30am`` so i went home``
and left amanda/joyce/jiaxiang at my house downstairs cause they accompany me walk
to my house downstairs`` anyway``i'm sorry that i cant accompany you guys``

TODAY - sleep for 12 hours`` but i'm still tired``
going to play basketball later at blk 478``
meet jinhui later at 5pm`` and i'm going to rush`` HAHAA
seriously`` i dont know what i really want and what i am doing``
sometimes`` i really free like resting`` enjoying life`
but in the same time`` i feel like doing well in FLP``
i really dont know what to do``when i want to do well``
there's always some problems for me to handle before the price of doing well``
i really feel very stress`` who can tell me what i want``
i'm a person who get influence very easily``so``
sometimes` when i decide what i want``and what to do``
there's always a devil beside me`but of course not me alone`` everyone has it``
i will keep wondering why`` i also dont know what to say``
i just hope that`` you people` can understand me and what i'm thinking``
thats all i want` cause in my family`` they dont even understand me`` my thinking and what i actually wants``they dont even give me any support when i decided what i'm going to do next``really feel stress about it``
alright` i got to rush now``
cause i still left 15minutes to meet jinhui``
byes```