I DONT KNOW WHAT I AM THINKING NOW !!
seriously speaking``
after reading all the post`` my mind went blank``
totally blank`` maybe its what you have said`
i want people to treat me well even though``
i cant see it or sense it and the way i want``
sometimes i really do mind being say by you guys`
but i just keep quiet cause i know you guys will have the limits`
but sometimes there's a no out there`
but what can i do`` if i say back or whatsoever``
it will ended up giving black face to each other if not` we will argue`
to me`` just know the limits will do`` as most of you should know that i'm petty`
i know i'm being too petty` but i just cant help it`` what can i do`
i know my basketball skills is still not up to the standard``
i also want to improve`` but`` i just dont know why i cant``
alright`` its my fault for not going to training everytime`
i also have some problems which i cant say``
you dont need to say sorry to me although its really`` dot dot dot``
cause i know that if i'm not at the fault or wrong first``
you all wont be so sarcastic or offended me``
this is what i'm thinking right now``
i wrote this through my heart`` and its all the things i want to say for a long time`
there's no offence if any of you are being offended``
i have been troubled all the time although you guys didnt know about it``
cause i didnt tell you guys at all`` but if i tell you all``
the problems still wont be solve`i know you guys has a pair of good listening hears`
if i tell you guys`` am i adding more trouble or problems to let you all worry about or after listening`` pretend as nothing has happen before``
i dont want the both things to happen``
maybe all the above i had said``will either become worse or better`` i dont know`
i just want you all know what i'm feeling and thinking right now`
want to say me silly or whatever by all means``because i know i am``
but the most important thing is that`` dont scold me !! HAHAA``XD
anyway joyce`` i'm sorry for the things happened when you asked me the question`
i answered you without thinking`` but do cheerup`` cause i'm going now``
sorry if there's any troublesome``CHEERUP OKAY``=D
alright`` i'm going to say this once again`` in case you all have forgotten``
THERE'S NO OFFENCE IF ANY OF YOU ARE BEING OFFENDED```