Thursday, June 14, 2007 ' 7:56 PM Y
REALITY IS NOT AS AWFUL AS YOU THINK ♥
just reached home 1hour plus``
went to find joyce/jinhui/shimin/ice to study at lot1 mac``
bought one nike sock for jinhui``` arhh``my money fly away !! >.<
study study study``` around 4.30pm``
shimin/ice left`` as they want to go to jurong east then blablabla``
awhile later`` we left mac and went to buy ear studs``
i saw one mickey mouses necklace``` i want to buy``
it's super cute !! oh my god`` i'm in love with it`` HAAA``
after buying`` we went to find kailin/yuna``
then blablabla``` joyce went to yew tee cc to find pamm and play basketball`
while me/jinhui went back to panjang to find amanda``
we went to yeesong's house as i need to pee`` HAHAAA
and i asked amanda to hug me`` LOLS`` i need hugs please`` -_-""
soon`` we went to play basketball``
me/jinhui played one match and off we went back home`` HHAA``
so pathetic right plus`` i wore jacket and play``` HAHAA
i feel so stress up``
i feel like running away from home because of my father``
SERIOUSLY`` I HATE HIM``` you guys dont know whats the feeling i'm having`
and i dont know what had happened to me nowdays``
amanda`` thats the reason why i asked you to hug me`` haaa
i found that running away from home is selfish for my mummy``
as she didnt do anything wrong but my father`` she will worry about me if i do that`
so i must think of other people feeling before i want to do the things i want``
guys`` if i starts saying rubbish or suddenly go mad or suddenly emo/moody``
JUST IGNORE ME``cause i think this is the only way to release my stress``
i feel like finding a place to hide myself and cry``
but i cant cause i must learn how to be strong`` HAAA
maybe i'm going out later to find my les and jinhui``
HAAA`` if they come to panjang then i will go and find them``
if they never then thats too bad`` LOLS``
alright` i need to go and cry now`` LOLS``
i'm just kidding`` i need to do something else``
so byes```
I NEED HUGS